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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Day 106: Sit Down And Shut Up!

There are some pretty fucked up people in the world. Most of them are parents and most parents are fucked up. What does that make the children? More fucked up people.


http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2181071/Cannabis-smoking-mother-24-jailed-leaving-baby-drowned-bath-went-drinking--trying-blame-death-older-son.html
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2179149/Drunk-mother-leaves-sobbing-young-children-unlocked-car-goes-ogle-strippers-club.html
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2178603/Grandmother-34-22-year-old-boyfriend-arrested-13-month-old-grandson-eats-crack-cocaine.html

As we have "progressed" to a point where we are not each growing our own food and raising our own meat animals, we seem to have more time to do things like drink, drugs, shop, fuck etc etc. Our education systems are getting worse, so in combination with shitty parents, kids are also getting shitty education that doesn't teach, in any way, how the system works or how the mind works. Obviously kids are turning into puppy-killing psychopaths - what the fuck else are they going to do with the situation they're born into?

Obviously it is no excuse for being a puppy-killing psychopath, especially for the kids who generally end up being the crazies, as they come from "well-off" families and have the resources to really ask questions about why the world is the way it is and why we are the way we are. The sad thing is that the crap that's programmed into us from the beginning of our existence overrides any kind of potential for common sense and capacity to ask questions without already knowing what answer we want to hear and so refusing any other answer but the one we want.

Let's look at this whole situation (of humans and life on Earth and who and what we are...): Most people believe in some form of omnipotent being who created all life and is to some extent directing life. Most people think that fear of losing something is the same as loving it. Those who are Christians do not (and could not) follow the bible word-for-word - because its filled with contradictions - so what they do is pick and choose the bits they like and the bits they "think" God wants them to follow (which happen to be the bits they like) and they chug along. Buddhists think one can change the world by meditating. We kill animals purely for sport. We teach our kids that beauty is important. I could go on a while, but you get the idea.

How many people can say that their parents did things that they (the child) would never do to their own children? Why is the concept of parental training so offensive? What do you think will happen if parents were to become effective and raise children who are effective and understand the system? Probably a whole lot of changes would go down. The kids would tear down the system and kick the old dictators the fuck out.

We think that school is a good thing - but how can it be when most of the kids who come out the other side can barely read with comprehension? Is that not the basic foundation for one to develop a curious and effective mental capacity? How many people can say that whatever they learned in school was forgotten as soon as exams were over? What does that say about what we are learning? Is any of it even useful to living? Not much.

What are we turning our children into? Turn on your TV - you will most likely see a young girl waving her ass around in skimpy clothes and a young guy ogling the girl and then the 2 profess their undying love. What does that teach our children about relationships? Have you seen the kind of relationships promoted by the media? According to the TV, relationships are based on being in love and floating around on a fairy cloud of hormones and emotions and dishonesty until one party in the relationship "falls out of love" and the magic goes away and the hormones go away and the emotions become less attractive and more repulsive. We are teaching our children this.

Wake up people! Look around you! We are reaching the point of no return. Educate yourself.

Investigate Equal Money.

Monday, July 30, 2012

Day 105: What Makes Us Human (Moomans?)

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2180192/Feral-girl-5-living-cows-communicate-mooing.html

So this little girl was raised by cows. She thought she was a cow. She mooed. She drank milk. She liked milk a lot. Maybe she ate grass too. Maybe her parents thought she'd grow up to be like a sheep-dog-girl. Who the fuck knows why 2 people would give their kid to cows - most people simply shouldn't have children.

Here's the real question you need to ask yourself: If a girl raised by cows thinks, acts and moos like a cow, what the fuck is it that makes us human?

HAHAHAHAHA.

Oh, the irony and so on and so forth. Unfortunately this story probably won't be read by many and will spark a curiosity in even fewer people. BUT - for those who have read the story and other similar ones, now you can really look at what it is that makes us what and who we are.

Firstly, one might think that feral kids are pretty uncommon. One would be mistaken. Look here --> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feral_child and http://listverse.com/2008/03/07/10-modern-cases-of-feral-children/

Now, one will have learned upon reading afore-linked articles that so-called 'feral children' almost never adapt to "civilized society" and many died within a decade of being captured (still being young). Most only ever learned to speak a handful of words.

So if young children will completely absorb and become that which they see around themselves and identify themselves within and as, what does that tell us about what is going on with every child growing up in a "normal" human family? Do you then still think that you are a unique person? The only thing that makes us unique is that we are different combinations and expressions of a limited number of things made up of opinions on the most part.

You know that these feral kids even adjusted their physical bodies to copy their adoptive animal "parents"? They displayed enhanced vision, speed, hearing and curved talon-like nails. If an infant is so receptive to blending in with the environment, what makes you think that each one of us is any different?

We are shaped and molded by our parents, who were shaped and molded by theirs, who were shaped and molded by theirs and so on and so forth, with the occasional external influence great enough to show up as a blip on radar.

So are we who we are because of inherent human nature or because of what we learn from our environment? These feral kids are pretty strong evidence that shows that there is no such thing as inherent human nature. The "nature vs nurture" argument is moot. It's all nurture.

Now that it is obvious that we are shaped entirely by our parents (whatever species they may be) shouldn't it be illegal for people to have children without intense training and preparation? I have never understood the idea that just because 2 people have sex and "oopsie", out pops a baby - that they are somehow entitled to the ownership and leadership of that child. I mean seriously, being able fuck or be fucked isn't exactly the best way to determine who will be effective/abusive parents.

At least in the animal world the parenting is mostly effective - those kids are taught right. I have birthed many cats and they have always been very good mothers - aside from the occasional squished kitten, but I suspect those were on purpose.

The bottom line is that we are what we are taught to be, especially in the first few years of our lives. We are not taught to consider anything with common sense, we are taught instead to do whatever makes us happy or what makes our parents happy or what would make God happy or whatever. We are not taught to love our neighbour as ourself, we are taught that our neighbours can go fuck themselves and die if they get in our way. We are not taught to live in harmony with nature and live according to sustainability and using only what we need, but we are taught how to blow mountains up, drill really deep into the Earth, cut down forests, use pesticides and generally make a nuisance of ourselves without giving a shit. We don't even have the decency to return our shit to the Earth to be used as compost, we'd rather flush it down the toilet and think on it no more. Who knows where the poo goes?

I think this is a topic to return to once or twice or 500 times - it certainly is a big one.

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Day 104: The Fallacy Of Faith

I find it somewhat amusing how we so readily believe everything we are fed by the media and society in general. Well, amusing and very, very depressing - which is a perfect example of the duality of us: humans.

We believe what we are told because we want to - that is the simple truth. We could disprove everything with just a little bit of effort and common sense, but it is so much easier and so much more comfortable to stay right here, where the man in the box and in the book tell us what to do, what to believe, what to think, how to raise our children, what's important...

It's kind of like vegans - actually exactly like vegans. I am still seeing people with the same arguments responding to my blogs (Vegans are Murderers and Roaring Vegans) and this is another attempt on my behalf to get the point through: anything and everything a person(s) does to try and change the system based on the rules of the system will fail, because the rules of the system are based on self interest, self enrichment and competition - these things will always be more important than feeding the hungry, stopping abuse, developing a trustworthy and humane food industry...

BTW, isn't it a little funny how we have embodied the word "humane" with all of the qualities that we incessantly and consistently fail to demonstrate? I find it quite odd, seeing how close "humane" is to "human".

Back to my point: thinking that veganism is a cure-all for all the wrongs in the world is the same as thinking that charities can and will end poverty, or that support groups will eventually stop addictions, or that protesting will actually change anything. None of these things are real solutions - they are fairytales that we see somewhere or read about that we choose to believe. All of these things will change only one thing: how you think and feel about you. They do not teach us how the system works - most of the time they encourage ignorance of reality by getting people to focus on only one thing or another. They do not teach us how to live in a sustainable manner with all of nature, taking into consideration that there are already so many humans alive who need to be supported. They do not teach us how to be honest with ourselves, or how to let go of our programming - they are more likely to drag us deeper into a state of not understanding ourselves.

Consider the human tendency to look to religion and spirituality for guidance or what the fuck ever. People want to believe in something enough to distract them and fool them into thinking that their life is actually worth something. What are our lives worth if we can't even make an effort to feed all of the children in the world? We'd rather be raising money for our church, or going to drumming circles, or protesting outside various institutions about some or other moral issue, after which we go home and feel good about ourselves because we are apparently making a difference.

We want to believe that there is a higher purpose to life, that there is someone "bigger than us" who is having a grand old time moving pieces around on his/her chess board. Believing that someone or something else is in control gives us all sorts of excuses to do all sorts of things, 'cos then we can say it was God's will, or God's plan. Like billions of people living in poverty is a part of God's plan. Yeah, right. We just don't want to go through the trouble of ensuring dignified lives for everyone 'cos that would cost a lot of money and take all of our spare time and we have much more important things to do, like get laid, get paid and get lots and lots of stuff.

Believing that all of these pretty sounding things will make the world a better place only helps to dig us in deeper into the illusion. I think it is safe to say that we have fucked our selves (our natures, who we are) and our planet up way too much for anything short of a worldwide change of human nature to occur.

Not one of these "solutions" consider the totality and the depth of the global issue: human nature manifested as self interest, self enrichment and competition. None of these "solutions" consider what it would take to change human nature. We are trying to fix one hundred bullet wounds with gum and sticky tape.

Consider for a moment that everything you think you know, everything you believe, everything you think you are, every choice you've made is based on you being a product of a broken system. Do you really think then that all you are is actually all you think you are? Where you believe you live with compassion and consideration is actually self interest and a fear of what people think of you. Where you feel pride is actually an inflated ego. Where you feel love is actually a combination of fear of loss and a sense of being validated by someone else. Where you see free choice is actually only a series of options available to you within the confines of MONEY.

So now I ask you: if everything you accept to be valid and true is simply a product of a broken system, then what does that make you? Will you continue to exist within the limits you have placed on yourself and what you think life is? Or will you commit to investigating how the system works and therefore your own nature - as we are all products of the system.

Investigate Equal Money as a solution originating from outside the system. We are in The Matrix - just not how it is in the movie.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Day 103: Poorest Pay Most Taxes

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2179663/Taxman-takes-42bn-year-pensioners--poorest-households-hit-hardest.html

"Poor households were found to proportionally pay out the most in direct and indirect tax, with 42 per cent of their gross household income being swallowed up."


I forgive myself for not realizing that a government that functions according to taxes is based on the idea that everyone must "pay their way" instead of developing a functional government based on ensuring that all are supported and provided for.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the whole concept of taxes is based on the premise that money is an essential ingredient to life, not realizing that we have created money - it is not even real, it is simply a figment of our collective imaginations.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the system is designed to support those with money more than those without, as the system is based on supporting winners over losers.

I forgive myself for not realizing that all that we are and everything around us is geared to destroy the weak and support the strong and that we have allowed this character to be the Chief Designer of the system.

I forgive myself for not realizing that everywhere I look I see the so called "weak" and "losers" as those who do not have money being dessicated by the system at every turn, while the "strong" and "winners" as those who have money are always supported by the system.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the government's main goal is not to support its citizens, but to extort money from them.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the fact that we do not even get a say in what "public money" is spent on should already indicate a problem with the system.

I forgive myself for not realizing that older people are the easiest for the government to extort as they as less likely to make a fuss and are more naive.

I forgive myself for not realizing that as long as our governments are trying to make money off of citizens to pay off their debts, the people will not come first.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the precise reason that we allow money to continue is because it is so easy to use and "misappropriate" for self enrichment.

I commit myself to showing people that instating governments that care more about money than about the people is actually abuse.

I commit myself to showing people that money is an illusion and that we will not dissolve into puddles of nothingness without it.

I commit myself to show people that our system has been designed to automatically show preferential treatment to those who are apparently "strong".

I commit myself to show people how we have allowed the character of "Evolution" as strong overcoming and replacing the weak to be the Chief Designer for our current system.

I commit myself to show people to actually look and see the system and people around them, at how the Evolution Character as strong vs. weak is all around us, all the time.

I commit myself to show people that governments are more interested in making money than supporting people, the Earth, or any part of nature.

I commit myself to show people that the fact that we cannot vote to decide what happens to public money is indicating that those in the government will use their discretionary power to "misappropriate" the money into their own pockets or into that which will benefit themselves personally.

I commit myself to show people that the older generation is being manipulated and extorted simply because they are easier targets.

I commit myself to show people that the governments function just like a profit-based company, trying to make as much money with minimum costs.

I commit myself to show people that money is the perfect tool to abuse for self interest and that we require to change the way we live and who we are so that we may learn to give to each other as would happen in an Equal Money System.

Friday, July 27, 2012

Day 102: Litterbugs

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2179371/Broken-bottles-plastic-bags-left-strewn-Brighton-seafront.html?ICO=most_read_module

Humans generate a lot of trash. We throw shit, dump shit, hide shit and leave shit wherever we go. We are products of our society - or is it our economy - or is the economy a product of us?

I forgive myself for not realizing that from our efforts to create a life for ourselves in which we are constantly competing to be the best and to have the best life that we have created a system in which billions of useless products are created in an attempt to get rich by creating the "next big thing" which must, being the useless items they are, go somewhere when the fad is over as no one has any further use for them - and so they end up in the ocean, on massive rubbish dumps, in rivers, or whatever "out of sight" place is handy.

I forgive myself for not realizing that these "out of sight places" where we are dumping our useless items are actually a part of this world and will not simply go away because we want them to.

I forgive myself for not realizing that any profit based economy must produce billions of tons of products that are engineered to become obsolete/broken within a short time in order to "survive".

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are choking and contaminating our planet with all of our useless crap that is no longer serving our selfish needs.

I forgive myself for not realizing that trash comes hand in hand with a profit based economy and that no attempt within the economic system to minimize the trash will ever be effective enough to actually make a difference because the most important thing in a profit based economy is profit.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the system has now turned into a self-fulfilling prophecy as we now continue to feed the system by living this way and the system continues teaching us to be its fuel.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have (d)evolved into the perfect creatures for this system, constantly consuming the new and discarding the old, not caring when and how we get our next fix or what happens to the crap we leave behind on the piece of Earth we leave it on.

I forgive myself for not realizing that one of the reasons we care so little about our planet (our home) is that we are all living in fantasies and illusions in our minds, preferring to focus on the pretty lights in the big city flickering and calling us in, inviting us to find some person or thing to keep us company and make us feel good.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have reached the point that we don't even think of or realize what happens to all of our trash as we have magical trucks that come and carry away our magical trash bags to far away places where it can never hurt or haunt us.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are now so similar to the manifestations of parasites that it is safe to say that the planet has a severe infection which it may not be able to overcome at the current rate of damage.

I commit myself to showing people how competition is the force behind the manifestation of our system as it is now which is leading us to produce and discard constantly in an attempt to make some money and live a life better than most.

I commit myself to showing people that there is no such thing as remote, out of sight, hidden or "far away" place on this planet as the planet is ONE body.

I commit myself to showing people that the system as it is now MUST produce goods in order for it to continue surviving.

I commit myself to showing people that we are dooming all life on earth with rubbish.

I commit myself to showing people that any action taken within this system as it is now, short of stopping the system completely and instituting a new one, will never be enough to make a difference as the most important thing at the moment is profit.

I commit myself to show people how we are caught in a cycle in which we fuel the system and the system fuels us.

I commit myself to showing people that we are now creatures of the system, complete slaves to its survival as we consume the new and discard the old without a moment's thought.

I commit myself to showing people that our fantasy and illusory lives lived in our heads are allowing us to ignore the plight of what is REAL.

I commit myself to show people how we have been lulled into a sense of safety and security through participating in beliefs and creating systems to make the realities of the world as far away as possible.

I commit myself to show people that we have become the parasites that are slowly devouring the Earth.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Day 101: Electric Tape Wrapped Around Dog's Muzzle

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2171726/Tortured-dog-tongue-hanging-mouth-ELECTRICAL-TAPE-wrapped-it.html

This dog was found beaten and with her muzzle taped shut with electric tape. Her tongue had swollen so much that most of it had to be surgically removed. The wounds covering her body required 100 stitches to close.

What part of this world is beautiful?

I forgive myself for not realizing that the extent to which humans have become psychologically damaged and twisted is so severe that we, as creators and shapers of this world, have created a mirror image of ourselves as torture, starvation, war, rape, profit, loss, poverty.

I forgive myself for not realizing that animal abuse is not an isolated "problem of society" - it is part of the larger global and HUMAN problem as it is a consequence of living according to self interest and ignorance as we live now.

I forgive myself for not realizing that as we are the Creators of the system we are also the Creators of torture.

I forgive myself for not realizing that each of us contains the capacity and ability to to torture once we allow ourselves to participate within thoughts of violence and harm.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have no idea how the system works - and yet we have created the system which indicates that we have each given over our votes to a small number of humans who vote on our behalf so that we may live in ignorance.

I forgive myself for not realizing that these acts of abuse are escalating globally which indicates that we do not even know why they happen.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our current methods of attempting to subdue the inner demons that are emerging are not working as they are focused on simply suppressing the demon and acting like it's not there, while this will only escalate the intensity of its next visit out into the world of man.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are each completely responsible for our own inner demons and yet also responsible for each other as each is in a position to support another in some way.

I forgive myself for not realizing that these inner demons are not a part of our nature, they exist and are here simply because we allow them to be.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are now in the perfect position to educate ourselves as to how the system works and how it uses imagery and ideas to manipulate who we are and how we live, we are in a perfect position to educate ourselves and others how to stop participating and allowing the abusive system as it exists now.

I commit myself to showing people that the world is a mirror of who we accept and allow ourselves to be.

I commit myself to show people that every "problem" and "issue" in our world is all a part of ONE global system based on our self interest.

I commit myself to show people that we have accepted and allowed torture to exist.

I commit myself to show people how participation within thoughts is the starting point of the manifestation of an event such as torturing an animal.

I commit myself to show people how we have abdicated our votes in order to live in the illusion of safety and security, in ignorance of the multitudes suffering around us.

I commit myself to showing people that violent attacks and abuses are escalating globally and we must stand together to STOP them.

I commit myself to show people that what we are doing now in an attempt to subdue our inner demons is not working as the violence is escalating.

I commit myself to show people that we are all equally responsible for ourselves and each other and that this is what true love is.

I commit myself to show people that no part of who we are now is a part of our nature as something that we have no control over as we are the only ones who decide who we will be in every moment.

I commit myself to showing people that our technological lifestyles are ideal for educating ourselves and each other to come to a point of establishing a global system which will support all life equally and unconditionally.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Day 100: I Am Vegan, Hear Me ROAR

This is a continuation/conclusion to my previous post: Day 99: Vegans Are Sweet, But Still Murderers

Wow, so I've already received quite a lot of views on my last post, and most of the feedback and comments pretty much just help make the point.

Maybe I was unclear, or I didn't write enough - didn't go deep enough - that the whole point of my post just whizzed over people's heads. Or maybe it's the people - I'm just saying...

I stand by my conclusion that all vegans are self righteous hippie folk. Not most, ALL. The only reason someone would abstain from eating meat, aside from it causing negative physical reactions, is that one has an idea about eating animals. Now I'm not saying that the need to eat food is a very nice, or even practical way to survive and I fully commit to redesigning all of life so that no one being needs another to feed off of - but while our bodies need sustenance, we must eat.

So if one has an idea about eating meat, be it based on some scientific study (shame on you for believing it right-off), or on harming other beings then basically what's going on is that this person is living according to a belief system. So I could equate vegans to Christians - believing that they are good and right and will be rewarded in the afterlife.

Now, I'm also NOT saying that our food industry is OK - it is far from OK - but it is based on our human system of profit which has no scruples when it comes to fucking others over to make a quick buck. What I am saying is that the idea that one is doing less harm by being a vegan is actually opposite of the truth. Believing that one is causing less harm in this fucked up world by not eating meat indicates that one does not understand the system or oneself at all but is simply another pawn to be moved by the even hungry profit machine.

Do you really think that you choosing to not eat meat is going to stop a system based on abuse? Because that's the only valid reason for someone claiming to want what is best for all to act. Do you think that less animals will be bred and butchered because you abstain from eating meat?

The thing is, all the responses I have received from vegans saying "yes, I agree but I still am doing this for the animals" are complete bullshit. You are making no difference to the lives of the billions of animals suffering in this world. How can you then claim to be a vegan for the animals? The animals are still living in cages, being fed food that would kill them if they lived longer than they did anyway and wishing for an end every moment of their lives. So stop being an asshole and do something that will make a difference!

If every vegan were to give as much attention to a global solution as they do to their diet, maybe global awareness of the realities of the food industry would be higher. Maybe more people would be educating themselves about how the system really works. Maybe there would be more people demanding a global system that honours all life and abolishes profit and loss once and for all.

I forgive myself for not realizing that veganism is not a global solution to poverty, suffering and abuse as it does not take into consideration how the system functions according to profit and loss, nor does it offer respite to the inequalities of living standards.

I forgive myself for not realizing that veganism is not a part of a global solution to poverty, suffering and abuse as it is based on an idea that one is preventing suffering when in fact one is not making any difference and therefore indicates to us that the idea of veganism is purely self interest.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the studies and reports that are published regarding food are not trustworthy as all of the researches in the world are slaves to money and do not even understand how the physical body actually functions and therefore have no authority or ability to claim one thing or another until our understanding of the physical is complete and we are no longer slaves to the Money God.

I forgive myself for not realizing that blindly believing research by apparent "experts" without actually testing the claims for myself simply makes me a fool and a sheep, not "clever" for "listening to the experts".

I forgive myself for not realizing that by believing that I am making a difference when I do not see any actual difference I am actually caught in a game of "The Bestest Me I Can Be" in which I use my thoughts to justify why I am a good person.

I forgive myself for not realizing that if I have not made a real effort to communicate with plants then I can not claim to know who they are and what they experience as I am simply claiming to be an expert based on my "superior" human intellect and cognitive abilities as proven by scientists working in a lab, who are actually only people doing a job in order to survive.

I forgive myself for not realizing that any time I think or say something to convince myself or someone else that I am right that I am then justifying myself in order to feel good about myself.

I forgive myself for not realizing that my words indicate that I do not actually know how this system works as I am basing my words on my own assumptions and beliefs and not on what I have proven to be true.

I forgive myself for not realizing that through implementing an global solution such as an Equal Money System in which profit will not be the driving motivation for everything we do, we will be able to alter the way we live so that eating is no longer a requirement and we will be able to live in true harmony with nature as nature will no longer need to consume itself over and over to survive.

I commit myself to showing people that veganism offers no solution to any of the major global problems such as poverty, abuse, needing money to survive, profit and loss.

I commit myself to showing people that veganism is actually self interest as one is perpetuating the idea that one is making a difference when one is actually not.

I commit myself to showing people that we do not actually know anything about our physical bodies, and as long as the people who are the scientists must earn a living then no information they publish is trustworthy.

I commit myself to showing people that as the system we have created is so dishonest, every thing must be tested and confirmed for oneself.

I commit myself to showing people that one must always be able to see a real difference in the world to be able to prove to oneself that one isn't simply trying to feel good about oneself.

I commit myself to show people how to let go of their preconceived ideas based on assumptions that only certain kinds of beings are alive/ can feel pain and learn to actually communicate with plants.

I commit myself to showing people that whenever we do anything within the belief of "I am right" that we are justifying ourselves and being dishonest with ourselves.

I commit myself to show people how to see where their words are showing them what they do not yet fully understand.

I commit myself to show people that by implementing an Equal Money System we will be able to focus on developing ourselves and technology to actually support all life.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Day 99: Vegans Are Sweet, But Still Murderers

So, you're a vegan. You reckon you're doing the world and a bunch of defenseless animals a favour by not eating them. It makes you feel good about yourself. You feel... enlightened... and righteous. You have many reasons for being a vegan which you recite to yourself daily. You have developed strong arguments for why you're a vegan and why other people are evil for not being vegan. Or maybe you tell yourself that everyone has the right to choose.

The most common reason I have heard for someone being a vegan is that that person would like to cause as little harm as possible in life - but that's just plain hypocrisy. Being a person who eats meat or not is negligible. Wearing leather or not is negligible. Driving a car or not is negligible. Using energy saving lights at home is negligible. The problem is MUCH BIGGER than these little things we have been conned into believing will make a difference.

Simply by accepting the system in full or in part makes one responsible for every hurt that every being experiences within the system. Accepting any aspect of needing money to live is accepting the meat industry, cash crops, fur trade, slave labour - anything in which money is involved in, anything that any person profits from.

How does one know that the plants and seeds and fruits being eaten instead of meat don't feel themselves being steamed alive, or chewed on, or digested by stomach acids? Does anyone even bother trying to communicate with them?

It's easy to justify ourselves and the way we live. "I am making an effort to make a difference, however small the difference may be, at least I am trying." All we are actually doing here is making ourselves feel better when we have actually done nothing that will make any difference. Anything short of demanding a new system that honours all life is a scam - a scam you sell to yourself to be able to sleep at night. Anything short of shouting to the world in every way available that our system is and always has been irreparably broken is not enough.

What good is being a vegan when most people can't afford to not eat meat? What good is being a vegan when people are forced to slaughter their entire herd because of a drought. What good is being a vegan when billions live in poverty and malnourishment AT THE SAME TIME as one third of the edible food in the world being THROWN AWAY (because one can no longer profit from it).

So then you ask: What is the moral of this particular story? WE have created a system driven by profit which has then in turn created a breeding ground for all kinds of abuses for the sake of money. Without changing this system and creating something supportive and sustainable for all, being a vegan is just another status symbol, another badge to wear to show and declare to the world that you are a good person.

This little rant is based on a youtube video I saw by a girl debunking one kind of justification system commonly used only to turn around and use another to justify to herself how being a vegan makes a difference.

You want to make a real difference? Become part of a global solution plan - not just a personal guilt soothing plan. Make an effort to change the entire system for the betterment of all life. Demand a system wherein one is guaranteed their right to a dignified life and where we show respect and dignity to others. Give up your personal fantasies for a "special" life to create a new kind of life where money does not define who we are and the lives we will lead.

Most importantly, educate yourself about how this system works and how our inaction is allowing the abuse to continue. Use common sense to discern between bullshit and fact.

Investigate an Equal Money System www.equalmoney.org

Support the Equal Life Foundation www.equallife.org (website under construction)

Monday, July 23, 2012

Day 98: $21 Trillion Hidden By Elite

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/07/23/business/super-rich-hidden-wealth-offshore/index.html?hpt=hp_c3

In this system, what could that kind of money buy for the global population? What could it do to improve the lives of people?

Nevermind that - how do we allow such blatant disregard for life that majority of the beings on this planet have miserable lives because of money (lack of it) while the smallest minority have majority of the money?

The only reason we so blindly accept the system the way it is is because we dream of being one of the elite. Its like we all secretly want to be the psycho oppressive dictator guy who owns an entire country - and because we desire it, we will allow it to exist without question.

I forgive myself for not realizing that my desire to be rich and powerful is what is creating this system of inequality as my desire of something leads to my acceptance of it.

I forgive myself for not realizing that that which I desire I also accept and allow to exist and therefore I am responsible for every event which contained even the smallest aspect of something that I desire.

I forgive myself for not realizing that greed stems from our desire to be special and better than others.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the polarity of wealth and poverty is a direct result of competition.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the fact that fewer than 10 million people out of a population of 7 billion hold most of the wealth in the world whilst billions live in some for m of poverty should be an indication of how unacceptable this system is.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our continued desire to be wealthy ensures that we continue to feed the system that supports the elite.

I forgive myself for not realizing that every time we hope and dream of being rich we are re-affirming our acceptance of the system as it is now.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the media has been fueling our desires to be rich and special in order to keep the system going.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have been justifying the inequality within the world by saying that the rich have a right to "make something of themselves" and that every person has "equal opportunity" to "become and do whatever they set their minds to" when it should be obvious that this justification is based on the fairytale we tell ourselves every night.

I commit myself to stopping my desire to be rich and special.

I commit myself to showing people that we are accepting and allowing inequality because we do not understand how we are responsible for its existence.

I commit myself to showing people how our greed is based on our desire to feel special and superior to other people.

I commit myself to showing people how competition is the cause of the concurrent existence of poverty and wealth.

I commit myself to showing people how the state of the world is indicating a massive problem in the way we live here together.

I commit myself to showing people that we are supporting the elite in their secret hideaway mansions by desiring to be just like them.

I commit myself to showing people how our fantasies of being special compared to others is actually creating the polarity of poverty vs wealth and inferior vs superior.

I commit myself to showing people how the media has been manipulating us to continue desiring to be rich and special.

I commit myself to showing people that every fairytale is just a tool to brainwash us into accepting a world in which the abuses of polarities such as rich/poor exist.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Day 97: Beauty And The Beast

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2175283/Schoolgirl-entered-Slimmer-Year-contest-anorexic-getting-hooked-losing-weight.html

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2176136/Toddlers--Tiaras-Beauty-queen-Tori-Clayton-boasts-extravagant-pageant-wardrobe.html

I wonder, what would the world be like without mirrors or reflections? Probably a buttload better than it is now.

Would our 6 year old children still be obsessed with their appearances?
Would anorexia and bulimia exist?
Would we skin animals alive for the sake of fashion?
Would "designer clothing" be more important than world hunger or poverty?

Knowing us humans, we'd probably just find some other way to be vain and self centered.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we cannot claim to be putting our children first if we are more concerned with appearances than satisfying the needs of every child and are therefore teaching our children to value appearances above all else.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are teaching our children to value life according to appearances - if one is beautiful then one has "worth", but if one is beastly then one is "worthless".

I forgive myself for not realizing that by encouraging this obsession with appearances we are distracting ourselves from the realities of this world and our fellow man, animals and plants.

I forgive myself for not realizing that when we place our appearances above life that we become willing and able to commit atrocities in the name of fulfilling the ideas we have above what we should look like.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the examples we set on TV of what people look like are completely unrealistic and that we are setting up our children to lose as they will never be like the pictures they see on TV.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are causing our children to harm themselves through anorexia and bulimia by teaching them to value appearances instead of teaching them to support their bodies practically and teaching that all life is equal.

I forgive myself for not realizing that through creating competition we have designed the perfect trap to keep all enslaved as everyone is so busy trying to be better than everyone else, when in fact the games are all taking place in the minds of the people and are not actually real.

I forgive myself for not realizing that competition has caused anorexia and bulimia through encouraging people to be "better" and "superior" to others which is actually a blatant affront to the rights to dignified life for all as people are so focused on beating everyone else that there is no support anywhere from anyone to all the billions of suffering beings.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the free market economy (which is actually every current economy on Earth, according to the actions and goals of each economy, even the ones who call themselves "socialist" and "communist" as they are all actually acting in self interest) is simply a reflection of each human's desire to be better and have more than other humans - the desire to be special - which is the cause of all of the inequalities within the world as the cycles of me, me, me continue and no one stops to consider the beings around them.

I commit myself to re educating parents on how to actually put their child first by teaching their child how to support themselves, how the system works, how the mind and body works and how to support others so as to support self.

I commit myself to re educating our children to value life according to life and to let go of self interest as competition as it is what is destroying the world and causing great suffering to countless beings.

I commit myself to showing people how to "get back to reality" and actually be present in this life and focus on creating dignity for all.

I commit myself to stopping the abuses that come with the self interested actions of fulfilling superficial and illusory ideas.

I commit myself to showing people that what our children are learning from TV is destroying their self respect and respect for life.

I commit myself to showing people how to practically support our physical bodies and to let go of the values we have given to appearances as they are abusive in every way.

I commit myself to showing people how we have only been trapping ourselves within the idea of competition and have allowed ourselves to create a system of abuse because of it.

I commit myself to showing people how competition is the cause of every evil in the world, and that we are in turn also the cause as we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be consumed by our desires to be special.

I commit myself to showing people how our desire to be special and better than others has allowed us to created the largest system of abuse and terror imaginable.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Day 96: Baby Dies After Hospital Turns It Away

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2176669/Seven-month-old-girl-unconscious-dies-turned-away-hospital-dealing-emergency.html?ICO=most_read_module

A 7 month old baby was turned away from a hospital allegedly due to the Accident & Emergency center being closed at night (wtf!!) and the children's ward was dealing with an emergency. The ambulance was forced to take the baby to another hospital 22 miles away - the baby died 2 minutes before they arrived.


I forgive myself for not realizing that no child's safety is guaranteed within this current system based on self interest as each is only living for themselves and do not consider any other beings.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our health systems are a reflection of how we live and who we choose to be - selfish beings only interested in profit and personal gain.

I forgive myself for not realizing that anything we create or develop based on or designed to work within this current system will be based on money, profits or personal gain in some way, some ways being less obvious than others,

I forgive myself for not realizing that in an Equal Money System such obviously avoidable suffering and death would not happen as the system is based on supporting life because all life has the right to receive support and assistance unconditionally.

I forgive myself for not realizing how we have imposed conditions on a being's right to life, as if a being can only have a right to life if it is of value or benefit to someone.

I forgive myself for not realizing that any system which prizes efficiency over quality and common sense will never act in the best interest for all life as the system is constantly trying to increase maximum yield for the lowest price.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our current healthcare systems are based on profit  and will therefore value money over the life of any person.

I forgive myself for not realizing that "healthcare professionals" act out of personal interest only, either they want to make money or avoid losing money.

I forgive myself for not realizing it is not the healthcare system, or even the economic system that is to blame for the obvious injustices in this, our world - as we are the only responsible parties as we are the creators, the management, the maintenance crew, the advertisers and every other position possible.

I forgive myself for not realizing that as long as our healthcare is based on profit and efficiency, unnecessary deaths and suffering will continue until we STOP.

I commit myself to creating an Equal M<Money System in which the safety of every child will be guaranteed by all of us.

I commit myself to showing people how every part of the world is a reflection of who we accept and allow ourselves to be.

I commit myself to showing people that anything created within the confines of this system will be a child of the system and will inevitably be self-serving.

I commit myself to showing people that an Equal Money System is based on supporting all life unconditionally and on the enrichment of all life.

I commit myself to showing people how we have removed the right to life for ourselves as we have given life a value within and as money.

I commit myself to showing people that our system as it is now, based on efficiency, will always place profit above life.

I commit myself to showing people that our current healthcare systems are based on profit and not on support.

I commit myself to showing people that any healthcare professional will stop working if you take away the money they are earning.

I commit myself to show people that we are responsible for the state of the world - not the healthcare system or the economic system - as we have created, accepted and allowed every system.

Friday, July 20, 2012

Day 95: Seaworld Sentences Life Of Misery To Killer Whales

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2175966/Killer-whales-Seaworld-teeth-removed-power-drills-left-mourn-separated-young-claims-shocking-new-book.html?ICO=most_read_module

There are plenty of stories and documentaries exposing the cruelty of marine entertainment. The animals trapped in this world have no choice but to obey and they are forced to live in tiny tanks which drive them mad - literally.

I forgive myself for not realizing that animals and plants are not here solely for our personal entertainment and exploitation.

I forgive myself for not realizing that if I were to experience even one day as one of these killer whales then I would also go on a killing spree and take down as many on my captors as possible.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the only reason that marine entertainment facilities exist is to make money.

I forgive myself for not realizing that this abuse and exploitation would not exist in an Equal Money System as no one would be forced to find ways to make enough money to survive.

I forgive myself for not realizing that it all comes down to money and yet we do not realize that we are the ones who trap ourselves in this cycle of trying to survive as we accept the current money system as it is.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by accepting and allowing marine entertainment facilities to exists, we are teaching our children that it is OK to use and exploit other living beings if it is for personal gain.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by living and teaching according to personal gain and profit we are not only evil incarnate, but are dooming ourselves as we are destroying the Earth.

I forgive myself for not realizing that self interest will not benefit any of us in the end as it demands the habitability of the world in exchange.

I forgive myself for not realizing that keeping any living being in an environment that does not support the being's physical requirements or expression will lead to the being seeking alternative methods to achieve physical comfort, such as blowing off a little emotional steam and killing a bunch of other beings.

I forgive myself for not realizing that any person who claims to be an activist or animal lover while accepting and allowing the money system in its current form is a hypocrite, as all abuse stems from either a lack of money or a desire to get more money.

I commit myself to showing people that acting to satisfy our personal desires is not a natural thing - it has been conditioned through the use of a money system based on profit.

I commit myself to showing people how the drive to make money has created atrocities such as marine entertainment facilities.

I commit myself to show people how marine entertainment facilities would no longer exist in an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to show people that we are the ones who keep ourselves enslaved to money - we are the goalers and the prisoners.

I commit myself to ensure that our children are taught to respect all life.

I commit myself to showing people how we have become evil incarnate and are spiraling to ward an apocalypse - but there is no judgement day as we have already proven ourselves to be evil.

I commit myself to showing people that self interest is ultimately self destruction.

I commit myself to showing people how to place themselves in the shoes of another before they act so that all life is considered.

I commit myself to showing activists and animal lovers how they are hypocrites for accepting and allowing a money system that demands abuse in order to function.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Day 94: Light Vs. Dark

All humans are born free and equal in rights and dignity - Article 1 from the United Nations Universal Declaration of Human Rights (1948).

We have created a funny world. Not 'funny - haha', but 'funny - twisted/nonsensical/hard to understand' kind of funny.

  • We go to war "for peace". 
  • So-called activists declare "war on poverty", "fight poverty" (http://www.waronwant.org/about-us) and blame politicians and rich dudes for poverty.
  • We declare all humans to be equal and yet not one society, community, country, family, religion, or even career exists in which each and every human is considered equal. 
  • There are people so rich that they literally have bought everything anyone has ever wanted, including getting away with crimes that other people would go to prison for while, at the same time, there are people so poor that they cannot feed themselves - and even if they could it wouldn't matter because there is no food in their town/city/province/country while, at the same time, the "richer countries" throw out one third of their food - uneaten.
  • We destroy the planet to increase the amount of zero's in our bank accounts OR for the lucky few who are able, to buy a whole bunch of stuff that no one really needs - we just like to think we need it.
  • The more money you have, the more rights you can buy for yourself
  • Watching movies of other people having sex for money is now such a popular pastime that there is an entire industry making buttloads of money making the movies.
  • There are a bunch of people who torture other people or animals because they like it.
  • We believe the economy has a will of its own, kind of like a giant ghost, or God, or a manatee and does whatever it wants, when it wants. We are, of course, powerless to stop or direct it - which is kind of odd, seeing as how we created it. But then again, how often does one hear the story of the child overthrowing the parent and fucking shit up...
  • We pretend to be nice to people so that they will give us money or not not give us money.
  • We need to buy our survival with inanimate objects whose only value is the imaginary value we give them. And also numbers on a computer screen/paper/whatever.

  • We legalise a substance that affects people more drastically than most illegal substances and is the cause of many deaths the world over because... ummm, I'm not really sure. I have no idea why alcohol is legal. OK - I googled it - and the answer is, big surprise..... money. Alcohol (and tobacco) make lots of money for some people.
  • We make and listen to music that's all about sex: "please have sex with me", "I want to court you so that you will please have sex with me.", "wow you look so hot I want to have sex with you", "i think about you all the time (let's have sex)", "I love you so much, let's have sex", "why did you stop having sex with me", "I'm so cool I can have sex with anyone", "I wish I could have sex with that person", "I think we should stop having sex", I'm sure there are more, sex is everywhere these days.
  • We are obsessed with fairytales and fantasies to the degree that we can't develop functional, realistic and supportive relationships as we are constantly trying to fulfill the desire-filled pictures in our heads.
  • We will ignore a being in distress if we are too busy to stop.
  • Some of us believe that there is a man (or woman) in the sky, watching and directing our lives. I will say nothing further on this particular point.
  • There are a bunch of cultures that mutilate people and animals based on superstitions. They really and truly believe in what they do.
  • We kill animals for acting according to their natures (they should return the favour).
  • We are more interested in maintaining our delusional happiness that we will willfully block out any thing that threatens our happiness (why should I do something about it, I'm just trying to live my life and be happy).
  • We find ways to justify poverty and suffering.
  • I have written a list this long already.
Well kids, it's safe to say we've screwed the pooch pretty bad. Now, if you read this and intend on saying "hah! that's so true!" and then continuing on with your life like nothing happened, *kick* - I hope you have recurring nightmares, every time you close your eyes, of being some poor, pathetic creature somewhere in the world suffering due to our evil nature. In fact, I curse you. I hope the nightmares get so bad that you go crazy and jump off a really high building, survive the fall only to live the rest of your life, paralyzed in a bed so that there is no escaping the nightmares. Or, that you investigate a real global solution, like Equal Money. How about just starting with changing your own life by investigating how the system really works. You have internet access - go, now!


www.equalmoney.org - I is seriously

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Day 93: This Is What Love Looks Like

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2174781/Shes-alive-Heart-wrenching-moment-Lynsie-Johnson-reunited-girl-vanished.html?ICO=most_read_module

This woman's child went missing from home for one and a half hours. This is a photo of their reunion:


When you look at her face, what do you see? Is this what love looks like? 'Cause it looks more like fear.

Do parents really love their children, or are they so consumed by the fear of losing them that love takes the back seat? Real love, unconditional love, exists when one acts in the best interest of that which/who they love, with no self interest, fear of not being liked, desire to be liked, fear of loss etc.

How often does one see love like that in this world, where everyone is either trying to win someone over or keep them from leaving? Love has become a psychological disorder, presenting with obsessive behaviour and thoughts, acting like a different person to get what you want.

Parents are the worst, they mold and shape their child into the picture they want with no regard for whether what they are creating will be a being who honours life, has developed self discipline or self responsibility - as long as the kid turns out to be an object for the parent to "love" no matter what.

Read these blogs for more on PARENTING: Creation's Journey To Life: Day 43: Parenting Patterning Fear And Control
Creation's Journey To Life: Day 19: Rotten Love

I forgive myself for not realizing that a parent's love is replaced by the parent's worst fear: losing their child.

I forgive myself for not realizing that no parent truly loves their child as they do not support the child in a way that is best for the child, as the parent, due to acceptance and allowance and participation without understanding, is a creator of a system that is based on self interest.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the child has very little to no chance of overcoming the programming that the parents put in, as the child receives this programming from the moment it is conceived and then all throughout it's life.

I forgive myself for not realizing that all parents are actually abusive and neglectful in how they raise their children, as they do not teach the child how the body works, how the mind works, self discipline, self responsibility, compassion or how the system works.

I forgive myself for not realizing that a parent simply teaches their child how to survive in the system.

I forgive myself for not realizing that all parents are child abusers as they knowingly bring their child into a world in which a dignified life is not guaranteed and all they can teach the child is how to survive in it as well as they were taught.

I forgive myself for not realizing that a person who has not had any form of training before they have a child should have the child removed for it's own safety and development.

I forgive myself for not realizing that a parent does not even meet their most basic obligation: care for the child in a manner that is best for the child.

I forgive myself for not realizing that parents care for their children according to their opinions and the belief that they own the child have the right to raise the child according to their self-righteous opinions, which is actually child abuse, as the parent does not act according to common sense or practicality or that which has been tested extensively - they act only to validate themselves within their opinions.

I commit myself to showing people how the fear of losing a child has strangled the possibility of love.

I commit myself to show people that love means to do what is best for the child at all times.

I commit myself to re educate people how to support the child through it's development based on what is best for the child - not on opinion.

I commit myself to re-educating people how ourselves and this world actually work.

I commit myself to showing parents that we must all act to create a better world which holds more than just the hope of survival.

I commit myself to re educating parents how to educate their child how to live within the world to make a difference and improve the lives of all.

I commit myself to ensuring that any person who wants a child is trained beforehand so that the best possible chance is given to the child.

I commit myself to ensuring every child has someone who meets the basic obligation to ensure that the child's best interests are always considered and applied accordingly.

I commit myself to ensuring that opinions are never accepted or allowed to enter the dynamic between parent and child.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Day 92: 6 Year Olds Want To Be Sexy

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2174651/Girls-young-SIX-want-sexy-shocking-study-finds.html

A study has shown that girls as young as 6 want to be sexy.

What do you think will happen superficial people have children? When people have children without any form of preparation or planning? You think the kids will magically turn into "good people" from some fairy godmother? Yeah, right.

Check out Creation's Journey To Life: Day 94: Did You Know? and Heaven's Journey To Life: Day 85: Parenting Building a Child's Character

I forgive myself for not realizing that a child born into a family, city, system and world in which self interest is the order of the day, the child will copy what he/she sees around, as that is all the child knows as he/she is unable to think for him/herself.

I forgive myself for not realizing that as we are the creators of the system, so we are also creators of our children in every way and that our children will reflect, as does the system, who we are as the creators.

I forgive myself for not realizing the common sense of people being trained and adequately prepared to have children BEFORE having children to prevent common misconceptions, mistakes and frustrations which lead to abuse.

I forgive myself for not realizing that a child's thinking is taught by the parents who are obsessed with self interest.

I forgive myself for not realizing that a society obsessed with sex breeds a new generation obsessed with sex.

I forgive myself for not realizing that sex is not understood at all by anyone, as people have been abusing it for self interest such as for energy vampirism, self validation, comparison etc instead of it being a physical expression within an agreement.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are child abusers for not being prepared in any way before having children.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are abusing a child when we are allowing the child to copy our multiple personality disorder as characters.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are abusing a child when we teach him/her to participate in thoughts.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by allowing our children to participate in the superficial and ME-obsessed system that we are allowing them to become simply another ME-monster.

I commit myself to creating a new system that is based on what is best for all instead of this system that is based on self interest so that our children are not forced to relive the sins of their parents on Hell on Earth.

I commit myself to ensuring that that which we create supports what is best for all life at all times.

I commit myself to ensuring that all prospective parents are properly prepared before they have children.

I commit myself to show people how their self-obsessed nature is passed on to their children who are then doomed to follow in their footsteps.

I commit myself to showing people how our obsession with sex has become a toxin seeping into every part of our lives and world in which sex-possessed demons hunt the streets for their next victim.

I commit myself to re educating people what sex is really about and stopping the abuse of sex.

I commit myself to stopping the child abuse of not preparing for having children.

I commit myself to stopping the disease of multiple personality disorder within each of us so that our children may stand a chance to live lives of dignity.

I commit myself to stopping participation within and as thoughts so that back chat no longer influences us and leads to random acts of cruelty.

I commit myself to stopping all further creation of ME-monsters.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Day 91: Israeli Self Immolation

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2173955/Horrific-moment-Israeli-protester-sets-captured-TV-crews-photographers.html?ICO=most_read_module

So another guy thought that setting himself on fire would help change the system and make the government "care about the people" and/or "care for the people".

Guess what? The government IS the people and they can't do anything because they're indebted to a few other really rich people. And some of them like to pay for giant parties and private planes with public money.

What change did the Arab Spring bring? Where did it improve the lives of all the people? Nowhere. If anything, people's lives have become a whole lot more difficult what with all the gun waving and bombing and self immolation's. That's not to mention the enormous cost that goes with ousting a government and electing a new one, so they're all piling on some pretty intense debt. So yeah, I don't think any of it worked out as everyone hoped it would.

Look at the history of humanity, revolutions were and are common, but generally don't have the intended effect on the system: all that happens is that the people holding positions of power and wealth are replaced by the revolutionaries and the cycle of oppression/superiority/discrimination or whatever starts again with the same players just being in different positions.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the cycles of revolution are destined to fail as the revolutionaries still accept and allow the system as it is and are not joining together to stop the system, but simply to overthrow it and take the power for themselves, in the process creating a new group of powerful and a new group of poor.

I forgive myself for not realizing that no revolution can ever work when those who are revolting do so simply to fulfill their own desires and not the needs of everyone, as they still accept a system in which there exists rich and poor, even if they believe they are acting in the best interest of all - as they do not realize that the only reason they are doing anything at all is because they are directly affected.

I forgive myself for not realizing that protestors and revolutionaries and activists do not understand how the global system works as a reflection of who we are, and they do not want to understand as that would force them to change who they are - therefore nothing they ever do will have any effect resulting in what is bet for all.

I forgive myself for not realizing that no action such as self immolation will ever change who we are as the creators of this reality, as by doing something such as self immolation one is declaring "I have no power to effect a change in this world as I am a slave to the government/God/other people" and is giving up one's power and authority to stand and walk as the directive principal as change for the betterment of the lives of all and the understanding that we are the ones who create the world and only if we change, will the world change.

I forgive myself for not realizing that self immolation as an act to generate attention and action is in itself a declaration of defeat, as all one is indicating by self immolation is that humans will only listen and pay attention when something attention worthy happens - not realizing that the only way to truly make a difference is to live as an example and educate other people how this world really works as a reflection of our thoughts.

I forgive myself for not realizing that revolutions are simply a part of the system in which one major character overthrows another when the new one receives more votes than the old one.

I commit myself to showing people how the idea of revolution and protesting stems from self interest and if one truly wants to change the system, one must act in the best interest of ALL at all times, working together to develop the system.

I commit myself to show people how their apparent acts of kindness to their fellow man is in fact only instigated when they are directly affected and they will settle for a resolution simply if it meets their own needs, even if it does not meet the needs of the many.

I commit myself to educating people on how we are creating this world within every moment that we accept and allow ourselves to continue participating in backchat as nastiness, greed, hatred, etc.

I commit myself to live as an example of the directive principal of what is best for all so that all may see what it will take to change all of our lives.

I commit myself to showing people how our actions indicate to us what it is we have accepted and allowed within ourselves as a part of the programming passed down to us from our parents.

I commit myself to showing people how our world is a reflection of our Characters in the way that one character will overthrow the old leading character when the new one is more popular.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Day 90: Brotherhood Of Man

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/07/13/world/asia/13-year-old-boy-assaulted-in-china/index.html?hpt=hp_t2

2 guys pinned down a teenage boy, forced a compacted air pump nozzle into his anus and released the air. The boy's intestines were damaged, along with other vital organs. The boy was in a coma for 8 days before he woke up. The attackers claim that their act was a "prank".

If you ask me, that's way beyond the scope of a simple prank.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are all brothers and sisters together here on our home, Earth.

I forgive myself for not realizing that if we do not stand together and change the way we treat each other, we will be dooming ourselves and each other to misery.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the way that we interact with each other is a reflection of the thoughts we participate in inside our minds which breed feelings of jealousy, envy, hatred, discrimination, judgement, comparison etc.

I forgive myself for not realizing that events such as the one in the link above are the result of nasty thoughts built up over time which must inevitably be released somehow as we have not realized that we are able to stop.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our thoughts, words and actions of anger and hatred are the metaphorical nails in the coffin we are laying in, as no one wants to admit to themselves that "I must eat humble pie and recognise the mistakes I have made, otherwise I will hold onto this vile hatred and anger forever, trying to keep myself believing that I am right and righteous."

I forgive myself for not realising that every person is locked into a pattern of "me versus the world" in which each person tries to maintain their own illusion of righteousness whilst blocking out the signals and feedback received from the world around them.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the only reason that one would hold onto an emotion/judgement regarding another being is to maintain one's illusion of being right and therefore righteous.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we desire to feel self righteous so that we can feel superior, as if we are God and all the mere mortals around us bend to our will.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the only way to clean up this mess we have made is to stop participating in thoughts, words and actions that are in any way abusive and educating ourselves to be sharing in that we will we do for others as we would want done for us.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in order to create a new world, we must become the example for which the world should be mirrored as.

I commit myself to showing people how we are all one in that we are here together and so we must ensure that we give to our brothers and sisters all that we would want ourselves, as every aspect of our lives together touch each other so that we will only experience that which we all bring into the world.

I commit myself to showing people that the abusive ways that we treat each other will destroy all of life on Earth.

I commit myself to showing people how to stop participating in abusive thoughts so that we may be as brothers and sisters and not as enemies.

I commit myself to showing people how our thoughts and feelings within build up over time as we do not stop them, and then they must explode at some point in a most violent manner which is actually us trying to tell ourselves that allowing these thoughts and feelings to build up is self abuse and the abuse of others.

I commit myself to showing people how thoughts and emotions are used to allow one to hold onto feelings of being right and from that, righteous, not realizing that we are only digging our own and everyone else's graves deeper.

I commit myself to showing people how the world around us and our physical bodies are constantly giving us feedback about what we allow within ourselves and how we have been blocking this feedback in order to remain within the illusion of righteousness, unwilling to be self honest and correct our mistakes and missteps.

I commit myself to showing people how allowing ourselves to hold onto thoughts and emotions within ourselves causes us to stay charged as the resistance to self honesty.

I commit myself to showing people how any time we believe we are right we are in fact trying to impose our will as God Self Righteous.

I commit myself to showing people how everything we do has consequences within the world and how to see when we are allowing abuse to exist by observing for ourselves: whenever we think, speak or act within the belief of "I am right!" that we are actually abusing another by trying to impose our apparent Godliness upon them.

I commit myself to live as an example of the world that is best for all should be like.