Day 1258: Thoughts Exposed Challenge January 25, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman dark deep desteni expose fantasy get real guilt honesty imagine inner mind relationships secret self shame voice +
Day 1170: Sharing is Weakness September 10, 2016 alone bernard poolman burden cerise poolman challenge communication desteni difficult inner psychology self shame strong struggle turmoil vulnerable +
Day 1159: Living Realizations August 28, 2016 anger behaviour bernard poolman cerise poolman change cycle desteni past pattern real regret repeat sabotage sad self shame stuck support thought tools +
Day 1122: Day 3: The Resistance of "I don't know what to talk about" July 16, 2016 bernard poolman cerise poolman challenge change commitment desteni improvement lazy perfect practice psychology resistance self shame video +
Day 1110: In Love with Cruelty July 02, 2016 bernard poolman cerise poolman consideration cruel desteni greed human judge mean media nature profit psychology righteous shame TV willing +
Day 1069: Disconnected from Reality May 13, 2016 animals bernard poolman cerise poolman change depersonalise desteni destroy fake humble impersonal nature observer people psychology separate shame system TV world +
Day 1059: Nasty You, Nasty Me May 02, 2016 ashamed bernard poolman cerise poolman change conflict darkness demons deny desteni exploit extreme hide inner mean self shame transcend understand +
Day 1012: Facing God, Facing Yourself March 12, 2016 bernard poolman cerise poolman change corner dark desteni dirty face guilty hidden honest mind real secret self shame thoughts true +
Day 899: Can I Take it Back? November 09, 2015 before bernard poolman blurt cerise poolman change desteni fix human nature idiot judgement mean nasty perception psychology regret say shame speak think words +
Day 775: Communication in an Agreement vs a Relationship June 28, 2015 bernard poolman cerise poolman commitment deep desteni develop idea intimacy judgement nasty partner patience privacy private program safe shame share talk thought +
Day 668: Soul for Sale December 24, 2014 belief bernard poolman desteni equal financial George Chakhunshvili hate honesty job life mid life crisis moral poverty psychology shame stability survive TEDx Talk work +
Day 568: Can Human Nature Change? July 24, 2014 bernard poolman choice compassion control cruel desteni earth equal heaven kindness life overcome powerless psychology question shame transcend will world +
Day 376: Protectors or Poachers? May 29, 2013 abuse animal bernard poolman canned control cruel desteni equal evil greed human hunt life lion money nature psychology shame society +