Day 1209: The Unattainable Desires November 04, 2016 bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni disappointment fantasy future ideal image imagine out of reach partner perfect picture reality relationship want +
Day 1151: Not Good Enough August 17, 2016 bernard poolman cerise poolman day desteni development disappointment expectation frustration hours idea management new project standards team time work +
Day 1033: Give up, Let go April 04, 2016 abuse bernard poolman cerise poolman change cheat cut ties desteni disappointment exploit family forgive hope hurt lie loss psychology relationship sad selfish steal +