Day 1335: Trying to Help Someone who won't Help Themselves June 22, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman change desteni destruction family friend get real help loved one reject responsibility sabotage self stubborn support what can you do willing +
Day 1254: I should just give up January 18, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman change creation desteni destroy empower get real joe kou not good enough pattern powerless quit sabotage self walk away +
Day 1159: Living Realizations August 28, 2016 anger behaviour bernard poolman cerise poolman change cycle desteni past pattern real regret repeat sabotage sad self shame stuck support thought tools +
Day 1144: Video Challenge Day 25: Beating Around the Bush August 09, 2016 anxiety bernard poolman cerise poolman change communication conflict desteni dishonesty fear help honesty imply responsibility sabotage support +
Day 1137: Video Challenge Day 18: The Camera makes you Self Centered! August 01, 2016 artistic bernard poolman cerise poolman conscious cover desteni expression music prepare psychology sabotage shot shy song test uncomfortable +
Day 1025: Everything Went so Well in the Past March 26, 2016 behaviour bernard poolman cerise poolman change cycle desteni fail history horse judgement lesson memories moment opportunity pattern perpetuating present repeat sabotage self +
Day 994: Creator, Created February 22, 2016 bernard poolman body cerise poolman change desteni emotion experience future image inner life mind pattern psychology sabotage self thoughts +
Day 953: Hostage to the Past January 06, 2016 bernard poolman cerise poolman change choice decide desteni future habit memories perception possible potential psychology ransom relationship sabotage self support +
Day 939: Only You are Holding Yourself Back December 22, 2015 argument belief bernard poolman cerise poolman change communication conflict create desteni dynamics manifest perception potential psychology relationship sabotage self thoughts +
Day 865: Stuck in Survival Mode October 04, 2015 anxiety bernard poolman cerise poolman change create desteni diminish financial growth initiative limit money motivate opportunity poverty pressure sabotage self transform will +
Day 648: How Do You Change When it Seems Like You Can't? November 21, 2014 benefit bernard poolman choice desteni destructive equal habit human nature inaction life pattern principled living psychology realization regret sabotage willingness +
Day 599: Which Way Should I Go? September 15, 2014 advice bernard poolman choice confusing decision desteni feel future indecision influence let go list overwhelming psychology sabotage support think +
Day 397: The Lonely Path of Success July 07, 2013 abuse animals attack bernard poolman cheating desteni drugs envy equal failure hatred horse jealousy life money racing sabotage winning +