Day 1332: Do I want a Baby..? June 14, 2017 aversion baby bernard poolman cerise poolman choice decision desteni eeek fear financial freedom future get real give up partner Plan position procreation psychology support +
Day 1195: Unconditional Care October 13, 2016 animal baby bernard poolman cerise poolman child commit desires desteni focus give up kitten life personal preference resentment responsible wants +
Day 1118: Looking up even in the Hard Times July 12, 2016 bernard poolman cerise poolman challenge depression desteni difficult future give up happens life opportunity psychology sadness shit +
Day 1029: I Want, Want, Want March 30, 2016 appreciation bernard poolman career cerise poolman change create desire desteni fantasy future give up human life nature personal world +
Day 835: Self Interest Always Wins September 05, 2015 bernard poolman cause centered cerise poolman challenge create design desteni discipline give up human life mind nature personal program psychology purpose self will +
Day 744: Do You Serve The God Called Life May 21, 2015 bernard poolman best for all cerise poolman change collective desteni equal give up greater good honour individual protect sacrifice self self interest serve world +
Day 705: Where is the Line? March 18, 2015 action bernard poolman cerise poolman commit create desteni discipline drive enough equal failure focus give up life motivation movement opinion self solution success +
Day 525: Self Obsession and Mastery April 15, 2014 arts become bernard poolman centered completely control desteni envelope equal expression focus give up let go life lose motivation music psychology self +
Day 507: When is Enough, Enough? February 04, 2014 bernard poolman conflict desteni difficult effort equal fear forgive future give up hard help improvement life psychology self stress task +