Day 81: Inner Demons

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How does one reach the point where one knowingly abuses another?

Where do our inner demons come from?

I forgive myself for not realizing that our inner demons are actually our inner children and we are the mother and the father, the egg and the sperm, and we feed and nurture our child so that it grows into the demon we know and (apparently) love today.

 I forgive myself for not realizing that when our demon is still an infant, we are fully aware that it will grow to be a monster and yet we choose to love and nurture it anyway because we feel it is now a "part of me" and to lose it would mean to lose a "part of me" when in fact  we simply fear to be invalidated as the Character Creator.

I forgive myself for not realizing that that which I use to feed and nurture my inner child into and inner demon (character) is the thoughts in my secret mind as back chat.

I forgive myself for not realizing that every Creator has a secret and "sacred" bond with their Inner Demon (character) which they fear to lose as they have defined who they are according to that which they have created.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the Creator is obsessed with the memory of their inner child when the inner child was still an innocent - before the Creator fed it with thoughts of abuse, anger, resentment, arousal.

I forgive myself for not realizing that every Creator is simply a copy of all that came before and is therefore a compilation of memories.

I forgive myself for not realizing that Inner demons are manifestations of the abuse we allow in the world and that the abuses in the world are manifestations of our inner demons.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in order to stop the vicious circle of abuse we need to turn our inner demons back into inner children before they were corrupted by our tender "love and care".

I forgive myself for not realizing that through nurturing our inner demons with back chat that we are teaching them  how to "return the favour" by then fueling our actions with more back chat which we then blame on our "nature" instead of taking responsibility for growing our own inner demons.

I forgive myself for not realizing that those inner demons who target children and babies especially are in fact trying to re-create and torture the inner child they once were.

I commit myself to showing people how we create and develop our inner child into an inner demon through feeding it all of our poisoned thoughts.

I commit myself to show people how to develop their inner child into a character that acts in the best interest of all.

I commit myself to show people how to stop participating in back chat and how back chat only ever leads to abuse.

I commit myself to show people that defining themselves according to relationships indicates that they are lacking self direction to develop and shape themselves into a being worthy of life.

I commit myself to show people that each person is able to let go of their inner demon so that they may once again experience their inner child.

I commit myself to show people how we are the sins of our fathers (and all else) manifest and that we are able to let them go so that we may live within and as self direction to create a new system in which all will be born as truly free of the past.

I commit myself to show people how to stop participating within the abusive cycle of this system.

I commit myself to show people how to "get back" their innocence by taking responsibility for the mess we have created so that all will be free to live in and as innocence.

I commit myself to show people how to stop backchat and in so doing, stop blaming our acceptances and allowances on "human nature" and "my nature" and "who I am".

I commit myself to show people how to stop the abuse that their inner demons perpetuate by retraining their inner demons with a new love and nurturing of self forgiveness and corrective actions.