Day 1291: This Doesn't Feel Right March 30, 2017 bernard poolman career cerise poolman choice decision desteni energy feel fix follow future get real gut intuition job joe kou relationship wrong +
Day 1290: My Decade with Desteni March 24, 2017 anniversary beginning bernard poolman celebrate cerise poolman creation daughter decade desteni evolution father founding principles tools +
Day 1289: Brand New Me March 23, 2017 bernard poolman best cerise poolman creation desteni get real house improve joe kou new phoenix regret relationship self start over version work +
Day 1288: I Can't Help but Hate You March 19, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni dislike face feeling friendship get real hate hide honesty ignore inner irritate joe kou reflection relationship self thoughts violent +
Day 1287: Facing the Unknown in Stability March 18, 2017 anxiety bad bernard poolman best calm case cerise poolman clear desteni face fear future imagine potential scenario situation support tools worst +
Day 1286: The One True Answer March 17, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman complex desteni education get real global issue joe kou limited one perspective poverty question simple system truth view world +
Day 1285: The Fall of Self in Relationships March 16, 2017 balance bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni expose fail fall feelings fuzzy lose loss love mistake principle priority puppy relationship self worst +
Day 1284: Don't Wait, Create March 13, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman circumstance create desteni develop guitar music other people practice right sing situation song wait +
Day 1283: Why Should I be a Better Person? March 12, 2017 bad behaviour bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni effort excuse get real human integrity joe kou justify lazy nature other people psychology purpose wait willing +
Day 1282: Eeek! Emotions! March 11, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman change communication depression desteni dynamic feeling living words negative pattern psychology relationships repel stuck support unemotional +
Day 1281: Holding Weakness Against Someone March 10, 2017 against bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni disappoint fail fall get real grudge joe kou judge mistake potential relationship resent self strong weak +
Day 1280: The I in Patience March 09, 2017 back to self bernard poolman blame cerise poolman desteni fault impatient inner living words patient project psychology reflection +
Day 1279: Patience, Patience, Patience March 07, 2017 bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni frustrated impatient irritated judge living living words patience people practice snap time value waste worth +
Day 1278: Stuck in Repeating Memories March 04, 2017 anger bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni emotion event get real hurt joe kou memory negative past relationship repeat replay resent stuck +
Day 1277: I Don't Want to be a Bother March 02, 2017 anxiety appear bernard poolman cerise poolman desteni fear feel get real inconvenience joe kou judgement look perception self social stupid value worth +