Day 89: Animal Crush Fetish


I found out today that there is an erotic fetish called "crush" and involves a member of the opposite sex crushing an object, insect or small animal. Here's a brief description:

This is just one of many examples where a person (at whatever age) becomes obsessed with something. The obsession will have been ignited by an initial feeling experienced by the person (such as arousal) after which they act to recreate over and over, all the while increasing the their inner experience and attachment to that experience.

Now obviously the fetish only develops because we are not taught how to direct our inner experiences - we are told that we cannot help what we think and feel - as if we are simply the observers in life and everything just "happens" to us. We are not taught to not participate in the things which allow or cause abuse to others. We are taught that we should just go ahead and do whatever gets our rocks off.

So basically, we are taught to shrug off any self responsibility, self movement and self discipline because "we can't help it"/"it's the way we are"/"it's who we are" - when in reality the real reason we teach our children to not take any self responsibility is so that we can continue living according to our whims and obsessions without feeling guilty about all the harm we cause.

Oh, and I forgot to mention: People make videos of themselves "crushing" animals and then sell them.

I forgive myself for not realizing that an obsession/fetish starts with one energetic experience that a person wants to relive.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the drive to recreate the energetic feeling acts as catalyst to further draw a person into self interest and living only to fulfill their own desires.

I forgive myself for not realizing that those with fetishes/obsessions have given their fetish/obsession value above life as they will disregard the harm they are causing in order to fulfill their desires.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are using beliefs about what is in our nature and what is not to justify our choices and actions simply to serve our own needs, desires and obsessions.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have ensured that all of humanity will remain a self-fulfilling prophecy by teaching each new generation to not be responsible for themselves or their inner experiences.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have created an industry within our economic systems, worldwide, which use the resulting zombie nation of powerless slaves to profit off of the misery of living beings.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are so intent on living only for ourselves that we have essentially given up all of our power so that we are still able to justify our atrocious actions, acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in order to stop the fetishes of humanity we will need to re-educate ourselves on how the physical body, our thoughts, our words, and our actions really work and how the consequences effect the world.

I commit myself to re-educating all of humanity on how to recognise and stop thoughts, words and actions which will cause any form of abuse before they develop into obsessions/fetishes.

I commit myself to showing people how participating in fulfilling greedy selfish desires further separates one from life in order to allow one to go further to get "a hit" without caring that the collateral damages increases the further one goes.

 I commit myself to showing people how fetishes/obsessions are given more value than life.

I commit myself to show people how our beliefs as justifications have created the world as it is now.

I commit myself to show people how to stop the cycle of the sins of the fathers by re-educating ourselves on how to live with responsibility, discipline and self-direction.

I commit myself to showing people how the world we have created together is a place where no one would willingly want to be reincarnated into as a little animal who is destined to be crushed for some human's sexual urges.

I commit myself to showing people how living according to our beliefs and justifications in order to feed our self-interested appetites has actually castrated each one of us as we are now self confessed slaves to our desires.

I commit myself to showing people how our thoughts, words, actions and bodies actually work and what kind of consequences we are able to manifest when living without awareness of what we are doing.


  1. I would have to ask those women...,

    - 'What the hell is wrong with you?'...though I am guessing that this new found derangement is not restricted to women. There's no logical reason for that, there's nothing 'erotic' about that - 'crush' and/or 'crushing' is a psychosis and those who participate are psychopaths.

    - They are not even behaving as if they were actually aroused by such an occurrence, why are they not smearing their bodies with the entrails if they were so 'aroused' by the activity? If they were so incised, why are they not wallowing in the gore?

    - This is what aberrant behaviorism looks like under a system where life, in and of itself, has no value. Unfortunately, it's the nature of monetary systems that induce this kind of behavior - life can be bought and sold at any price: life, without money, is worthless...

    - Just like those defenseless young creatures, or so those aberrant conditioned young women believe. Nice heels, ladies. It's a pity, all that money can't buy you class...but, most certainly, you've made yourself an ass. Try and stomp on a kitten while I'm around and I'll show you what crushing feels like...

    - Folks, if you think this is erotic...then my only advice to you is to get some serious, psychological help - there is something drastically wrong with you. It may not even be your fault, the cultures that exist spawned head hunters and wall street this isn't exactly surprising...

    - ...but it doesn't change the fact that it's psychotic and you need help...

    The American Deist,
    Mark D. Little.

  2. Most of the crush videos and photos that make the rounds on the web were made and then sold for money. This is what we need to change, along with the human assumption that we have no control over our desires, thoughts, preferences etc.

  3. Thanks for taking this point on Cerise.

    I'll add my own self-forgiveness statement here:

    I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to seeing images of a kitten/rabbit being crushed within and as feeling despair and desperation towards "the state of the world/humanity" and fear of who and what we've accepted and allowed ourselves to become - and fear of myself as who and what I've accepted and allowed myself to be and become, in the total complete disregard of life - because of my dependency on money and energetic experiences through which I have allowed myself to create, participate in and accept such a manifestation/consequence as the deliberate crushing of animals for sexual gratification and profit - instead of seeing, realizing and understanding that the fear/shock/dismay that I experience, is indicating that I have separated myself from myself in and as this manifestation, as it already existed before I saw these images today, yet I refused to face myself in an as this manifestation as self-responsible as the creator of this manifestation of cruelty. I commit myself to expose and push myself to face all the manifestations/consequences that I have accepted and allowed and that exists in and as this world - through me separating myself from myself and abdicating my self-responsibility as creator of myself and of this world. I see, realize and understand that I am the kitten/rabbit (as life) and women in shoe representing sex and money and man as the silent consumer and that this is the relationship to/with myself that I have created, that I am faced with - and that the only solution to stopping this abuse - is by facing myself as such - to participate in creating a world and a self that never ever again allows self to abdicate self-responsibility.

  4. Thanks for bringing it to our attention Cerise! I wasn't aware of these manifestations. Let's face it and self forgive for all as one indeed!

  5. Thanks Cerise, for putting this forward for self-forgiveness!

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  7. fuck crush fetish !!! death to all who kill animals !!!

    1. You are totally right! If there were only Universal Animal Rights so all this madness could stop. When I grow up, I'll become part of PETA (People for the Ethical Threatment of Animals), then I'll get the chance to show people animal aren't ours to torture, experiment, wear or eat (I will also become a vegetarian). I suggest you try to join PETA if you're really concerned about this, if you really want a change and can't stand animal abuse anymore. Come on! Be part of the difference!

  8. T. M. Palmer.. .How dare people be so damn cruel. Does this mean if someone decides they want to "crush" your f****** skull cause it arouses them, are you ok with that xx you sick pathetic piece of shit!! Burn in hell, as someone crushes your skull to pieces! !!


  9. The cruelty in this world has gotten so bad that I can't wait to leave this God forsaken world. .I'd rather die then to have to witness any more cruelty. People have become so sick in their heads, and won't get help! They don't want help. They just don't want to get caught. I am ashamed of the human race.

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