Day 80: Sex With Children

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2169031/Mother-girl-4-raped-teenager-14-stop-crying-horrific-ordeal.html?ICO=most_read_module

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1360514/Turon-Ali-groomed-girl-14-escapes-prison-Judge-says-hes-real-paedophile.html

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2169045/Sex-tape-teacher-Michelle-McCutchan-raped-second-student.html

Is one born as a person who is obsessed with sex with kids? Why else would someone become sexually aroused by thoughts and images of children in sexual acts/contexts?

Or did this character evolve slowly over time, starting at the one thought or image that stirs the passion slightly - a seed which is then nurtured and tended to so that it grow into a giant tree that overshadows everything else so that it is all that exists: Child sex addict.

I forgive myself for not realizing that characters based on sexuality are developed and created after giving consistent and persistent attention to one specific picture or fantasy.

I forgive myself for not realizing that porn is a fuel for Sec Characters that generates more back chat and fantasies so that the Sex Character becomes more dominant.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which sex is a taboo subject which leads to children and teenagers not being properly educated and therefore resorting to porn, media and gossip to form as their sexual education.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the Character of a pedophile begins with a single, probably innocent experience, in which the person experiences sexual arousal in reaction to a stimulus and then relives that arousal after the fact and participates in thoughts and fantasies that over time become more and more intense which leads to greater arousal which then leads to the person trying to act out the fantasies - all because the person was never effectively educated about sex and the true nature of thoughts and fantasies.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by saying that pedophiles cannot help "the way they are" that we are accepting this abuse as human nature instead of taking responsibility for being the ones who did not properly educate our children about sex and sexuality.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the media and porn influences the character development of our children - to the degree that they become obsessed with what they believe is normal sex and try to act it out.

I forgive myself for not realizing that when young children come together to try to learn about sex from each other it becomes a mass of sex-obsessed characters fueling each others back chat based on porn and media so that they feel that sex as they understand it is what sex actually is meant to be like.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by blaming porn for the actions that people, especially children and teenagers, make we are trying to pass the responsibility off onto something else so that we don't have to make an effort to fix the sexual disaster that has developed.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by seeing porn as a separate entity which is created by "them" and "those guys" that we are attempting to not take responsibility for what each of us has accepted and allowed to exist.

I forgive myself for not realizing that Sex Characters are basically our inner child's, stunted and warped by continuous fueling of sexual backchat which started in our childhood yet was never directed.

I commit myself to show people how our recurring thoughts and fantasies are what shape our preferences and opinions.

I commit myself to show people how to stop participating in thoughts and fantasies which manifest as abusive actions and sex-obsessed characters.

I commit myself to showing people that that which you give attention to will stay with you.

I commit myself to showing people how to educate themselves and their children about what sex really is - a physical act which is only diminished and twisted when thoughts and fantasies are allowed to occur.

I commit myself to showing people how porn and media manipulates our desires and our perception of sex.

I commit myself to showing people how to deprogram their Sex Character.

I commit myself to showing people how through avoiding responsibility we are enslaving ourselves to everything that takes the place we should stand within and as, such as porn and media.

I commit myself to showing people how media and porn only leads to abuse when we do not educate ourselves and our children how to use common sense.

I commit myself to showing people how the only consequence we will manifest from porn and media is further entrenching our Fantasy-World Characters.

I commit myself to show people how "them" and "those guys" is actually us.