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Saturday, June 30, 2012

Day 75: Royally Rich

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2166471/Prince-Charles-taxpayer-funding-increases-12-year.html

What could possibly be the reason for spending thousands and thousands of Pounds on clothing while poverty exists?
What's the point of parading "royals" around for no reason other than to keep up the "royal image" when starvation exists?
What possible justification is there for heads of state living in luxury whilst the citizens are forced to eat of of trash cans?
How can we possibly allow this to continue?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which physical appearances are given more value than ensuring that all are fed and clothed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which the economic system is so warped and biased that while one person will spend a fortune on clothing, another person is dying from starvation, or some other easily preventable malady.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a "class system" is perceived to be "normal" and "natural" - even though it allows discrimination to such a degree that it results in mass suffering.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are declared to be "royal" or "special" due to their ancestors raping and pillaging an area until the people of the area surrender to their brutality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which clothing is given more importance than the well being of every living being.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which our economic system is based on profit so that even governments must make a profit, and if they do not, or cannot, then the citizens suffer.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are discriminated against and labelled, so that those fortunate enough to be born into a royal family are set to live comfortable lives as superior and wealthy beings, this in turn creates the polarity opposite of poor and inferior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which justifies the existence of royalty by perpetuating the belief that the country will crumble without the royalty and that the country will lose its "pedigree", not realizing that these beliefs are a trap to ensure that those in power remain in power.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which the salaries for government employees, officials and royalty members is paid for by the citizens of the state, implying that the people in government positions only occupy the position they do as it will ensure that they receive a "good" salary.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the people in government positions should be chosen according to their ability and with the understanding that they are fulfilling a practical role that is in the best interest of all.

I forgive myself for not realizing that those in positions of power should only receive compensation enough to live comfortable lives, otherwise greed takes over and they may act out of personal interest as opposed to common good.

I commit myself to showing people that physical appearances are simply illusions and that we have been stuck in the illusion of beauty, allowing us to be distracted from what actually matters, such as dignified lives for all.

I commit myself to creating a new economic system that will honour all life and ensure that no being has to live in suffering ever again, especially due to the lack of compassion of other people.

I commit myself to showing people the universal truth that we are all equal and that no one life has more value than another.

I commit myself to showing people that titles of royalty and specialness are just illusions that we buy into to keep this system of discrimination and inequality to continue.

I commit myself to showing people that the only reason for clothing existing is as practical protection from the elements, and yet we have turned it into a point of abuse and judgement.

I commit myself to showing people how our profit based system is the cause for so much suffering and that even the fall of our governments are due to using a profit based system.

I commit myself to showing people that creating and perpetuating the polarity of inferiority vs superiority that we are actively participating in the existence of poverty.

I commit myself to showing people how we are manipulated into supporting the few in power by our willful ignorance and our desire to be guided and led being exploited.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which taxes will not exist as money will not be a scarce resource, it will be an abundant gift that we give to each other.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which governments and positions of power will no longer be open to exploitation, as personal gain will not be possible for one occupying such a position.

Friday, June 29, 2012

Day 74: More Shame For Euro 2012

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2166472/Euro-2012-Shame-hosts-Ukraine-video-shows-baby-bear-tortured-entertain-tourists.html

A baby bear was ripped from her mother and shoved into a box so that a photographer could take photos of her with tourists during the Euro 2012. The baby is still being kept away from her mother.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which defenseless baby animals are abused for personal entertainment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which stray dogs are seen as a nuisance as opposed to being living beings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which justifies animal abuse and culling when it suits human agendas of personal gain and profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system that only shows apparent respect to that which can make money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a baby bear is taken from its mother so that someone can profit off of it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which animals are treated as slaves for humans and if they are not profitable in some way then they are declared pests.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which animals are turned into pets which is just another name for "personal slaves to humans" as they are only used to fulfill some personal interest of the human.

I forgive myself for not realizing that making an animal a pet or a prop is the same as slavery.

I forgive myself for not realizing that just because I don't understand what an animal is saying doesn't mean that it is inferior to humans.

I forgive myself for not realizing that if I were an animal I would never want to be treated the way animals are treated by humans.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which abuse is presented and twisted to look pretty so that people can make a profit off of it.

I forgive myself for not realizing that abuse happens every day on a scale that is incomprehensible whether I try to ignore it or not and that by ignoring it I am accepting and allowing it to continue.

I commit myself to stopping the abuse of baby animals for humans' personal entertainment.

I commit myself to teaching people how to respect animals.

I commit myself to stop profiting from animal abuse and culling.

I commit myself to create a new system in which life is respected above all else.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which no baby will ever be forcibly removed from its mother for a human to profit from it.

I commit myself to end the slavery of animals to humans and teach humans how to live with compassion.

I commit myself to ending animal slavery to humans as the use of animals to fulfill personal interests and desires.

I commit myself to showing people that making animals pets or props is slavery.

I commit myself to showing people how to hear and speak with animals.

I commit myself to teaching people to treat other beings only in a way that they would want to be treated.

I commit myself to exposing the abuses committed to animals for the sake of making money.

I commit myself to living with the awareness of the constant abuse occurring in the world until all are free from suffering.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Day 73: Child Abuse At Every Turn

'I love abusing this kid': Mother 'videoed assault and torment of ten-month-old baby and sent it to child's father'

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2165681/I-love-abusing-kid-Mother-videoed-assault-torment-month-old-baby-sent-childs-father.html?ICO=most_read_module

'Rotting food, urine, and feces': Boy, 2, found locked in squalid room with no food or water after his 21-year-old mother arrested for 'drunk driving'

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2164936/Boy-2-locked-squalid-room-food-water-mother-21-arrested-drunk-driving.html

Grandmother 'cuts off' her eight-month-old baby granddaughter's hands

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2164851/Grandmother-cuts-month-old-baby-granddaughters-hands.html

Every day seems to herald with it new horror child abuse stories. More and more parents are severely neglecting and abusing their children. How's that as an indication of what our society has become.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which child abuse happens daily.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which children are abused by the very people who are supposed to nurture and care for them, as these people are so possessed by their back chat that they have absolutely no regard for any life other than their own.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a mother uses videos of her abusing her baby to take revenge on the father of the baby.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a mother allows her 2 year old child to live in filth, locked in a room alone for extended periods of time while she goes out partying.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a grandmother cut off the hands of her 8 month old granddaughter.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which parents put their own desires before the well being of their children.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which ones' social life and apparent "personal freedom" is given more value than the well being of their child.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a person is allowed to become so possessed by their back chat, without even realizing what's happening, that they will express this back chat as abusing a child in their care.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are so obsessed with their own personal desires and enlightenment that they can't even conceive of any other life existing outside themselves .

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people cannot even comprehend the meaning of "compassion" as they are too caught up in their personal enrichment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are not even able to stop their thoughts from manifesting as abusive actions as we are only taught how to be obsessed and not how to free ourselves.

I commit myself to stop all forms of child abuse.

I commit myself to create a new system in which people will not be allowed to care for or have children until they complete a comprehensive training course that includes how to stop back chat from occurring in the mind.

I commit myself to ensuring that no mother will ever again abuse her child to spite another.

I commit myself to ensuring that no mother will ever again force her child to live in filth due to her being too preoccupied with her dramas to stop and look around to see what she is accepting and allowing.

I commit myself to ensuring that no grandmother ever again mutilates her grandchild for any reason.

I commit myself to creating a new system that shows people that fulfilling personal desires instead of caring for that which one is responsible for is abuse.

I commit myself to showing people that that which they think is personal freedom is not freedom at all as it is restricted and controlled by money.

I commit myself to show people how back chat works as a form of self abuse and abuse of others and how to recognize and stop it when and as it comes up within them.

I commit myself to showing people that life exists all around and that being aware of it allows us the opportunity to truly share and experience all the wonders of the world by being able to connect and communicate with all life.

I commit myself to showing people how to live with compassion as every person would want others to live compassionately toward them.

I commit myself to show people how we have become enslaved by the media, money and society to the degree where we are not even able to direct ourselves in any way that has not been influenced by an outside source - we are completely and utterly robotic in our degree of pre-programmed nature.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Day 72: Children Punished For Trying To Survive

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2165262/Rogues-gallery-Fagins-children-Mugshots-Victorian-criminals-shows-thieves-young-11-jailed-stealing-clothes-cash-metal.html?ICO=most_read_module

I want you to think back to before the beginning of your life, back to when you made the choice to incarnate into this life you live now - oh, but wait... What is that you say? You don't remember ever making that choice?!? Impossible! That's like saying that children who live in poverty should be given food and shelter! Preposterous!

These gutter rats chose the lives they live. They chose to starve and be hungry and cold. Or maybe they're paying for being naughty in some other life. No matter that they don't realise this as they live the life of an impoverished street urchin, it's no less than they deserve and we should not help them because then they won't learn their life lesson.

Even if you don't believe in karma and reincarnation and whatnot, impoverished street urchins are simply a part of society and there are much more important things to spend money on than their health and development - like whiskey and golf and private jets and BIG GUNS! Obviously.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are forced to steal to survive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which children must live on the streets as they have nowhere else to go.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which children and people are punished for stealing food when they are starving.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which there exists no support system for those who are unable, for whatever reason, to care for themselves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which buying guns and having an army is considered more important than ensuring food, shelter and education for every child.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which petty grievances are used as justification for the "need to protect the country" instead of developing a worldwide peace.

I forgive myself for not realizing that blaming the existence of poverty and starvation on karma is nonsensical, as a child is born innocent in that it has no recollection of anything before this life and is essentially a new life.

I forgive myself for not realizing that blaming poverty on karma only serves as a justification so that we do not feel responsible or guilty for the existence of poverty.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the concept of a "life lesson" is only used to justify our lack of assistance in the most atrocious of events and circumstances.

I forgive myself for not realizing that justifying poverty as a normal part of society shows us that our idea of what society is is evil.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which food, shelter, warmth, education is guaranteed to and provided for all.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which all children will have a warm bed where they are given safety and love.

I commit myself to creating a new system that ensures that there will be no need for punishment for stealing to survive, as all will be taken care of.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which adequate support is given to those who are unable to support themselves in whatever aspects they require the support in.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which guns and any form of war will not be accepted and allowed.

I commit myself to showing people how to forgive each other and let go of ancient hurts in order to move forward toward a world and life that is best for all.

I commit myself to showing people that when a child is born, the child starts with a clean slate, as it brings nothing of the past with it - the child is empty - and therefore is innocent.

I commit myself to showing people that we use karma as a justification to not feel responsible, and yet we are responsible and must act within our responsibilities if we wish to ensure that the world becomes a place in which our children will all be guaranteed happy and healthy lives.

I commit myself to showing people that we accept and allow atrocities out of our willful ignorance and blindness by justifying the atrocities on some magical exterior, invisible entity such as 'God', 'karma' or 'life lessons'.

I commit myself to showing people how evil we are by accepting and allowing poverty to exist when it would be so easy to end it by letting go of our self interest and committing ourselves to living according to what is best for all.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Day 71: Mother Throws Away Her Kids

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2164575/Russian-mother-killed-sons-aged-4-7-throwing-15th-floor-balcony-fed-behaviour.html?ICO=most_read_module

A woman threw her 2 sons (aged 4 & 7) off the 15th floor of her apartment building, saying that she was "fed up" with them.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are not adequately prepared to care for children before they have them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are not shown how to deal with their inner turmoil before they act on it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a parent is allowed to care for their children alone even though they are known to be unstable and incompetent.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which we are not taught to value life, instead we are taught to value money and personal gain without consideration of others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a mother throws her children off of a 15th floor balcony for any reason.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people are not shown how to breathe through difficult times and ask for assistance when they need it as we are taught that asking for help is weakness and one must be strong, especially for one's children, even if it means taking one's frustration out on the children.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which it is a common occurrence for one or more parents to spend most of their time away from home, earning a living so that they are unable to assist effectively with raising their children.

I forgive myself for not realizing that just because 2 people had sex which resulted in a pregnancy does not make them fit parents and it does not give them the right to do as they wish with their children.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which the media is allowed to brainwash us all into manifesting aspects of the selfish, shallow and severely mentally & emotionally challenged persona's we see.

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which living beings are treated like garbage whenever one of us feels that there is no further use for that being or if the being is having "negative" effects on our personal mood or happiness.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have become beings who feel that we are able to do whatever we want for our own personal enrichment - it has become a universal justification for atrocities and abuse.

I commit myself to creating a new system that will ensure that people are trained on how to care for children and are properly prepared for the extra emotional and physical strains that come with raising children.

I commit myself to showing people how to stop their inner turmoil and let it go with self forgiveness so that no more inner demons are unleashed into the world.

I commit myself to showing people that if you see a situation where one is able to assist someone or prevent abuse/suffering and yet does nothing, then one becomes entirely responsible for what happens.

I commit myself to showing people that living selfishly is the cause for all of the suffering in the world and that when we are faced with the lives we have lived, we will be ashamed, knowing that the world we created and allowed to continue is unforgivable.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which every person will be able to stop their back chat before it manifests into things like throwing children off 15th floor balconies.

I commit myself to showing people how to let go of living within the polarity of weak vs strong so that one is able to ask for help and receive it unconditionally.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which no person will be forced to be away from home in order to survive, as every one will be provided with what they need to live comfortable and dignified lives.

I commit myself to showing people that having children is a commitment that one must make willingly and in full knowledge of the responsibilities it entails.

I commit myself to showing people how we have become the zombies we see on TV.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which all life will be treated with equal respect and dignity so that no one is thrown away and all life is honoured.

I commit myself to showing people how to live with consideration for others and to stop and consider if we would want done to us what we are doing to others and if we find that it is something we do not want done to us then it is something we should not do to others.

Monday, June 25, 2012

Day 70: Have Some Dog Stew

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2164353/Horrific-images-dogs-killed-cooked-served-meal-sick-Chinese-tradition.html?ICO=most_read_module

We've all heard of eating dogs and cats in China and other Asian countries, other countries eat horse meat, who knows what's in the tins we feed to our pets. Most animals in the food industry live miserable lives and die horrible deaths. I wonder, if we weren't driven by profit, would we still put cost saving above the welfare of the animals who live and die for us?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which animals are transported for a thousand kilometers without food or water, on their way to be slaughtered for human consumption.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which dogs are beaten to death in an attempt to bring blood into the meat to improve the taste experience.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which taste is considered more important than actual nutrition.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system to exist in which our culture dictates what food we eat, instead of eating that which will fulfill the requirements of our physical bodies.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which superstition exists around eating certain things which leads to the unnecessary and often painful deaths of animals to fulfill our delusions, instead of living and eating according to what is practically required to sustain our bodies whilst ensuring dignified lives for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which superstition is allowed to exist which leads to countless animals and even human suffering, all based on beliefs originating from fears and manipulation.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our food industry is most likely the most abusive and secretive industry that exists.

I forgive myself for not realizing that I accept and allow the abuses of the food industry as I accept and allow a profit-based economic system.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in the race for profits and saving as much money as possible, unthinkable atrocities are committed ever moment of every day.

I forgive myself for not realizing that just because I like dogs or cats or horses does not make any other animal less worthy of a dignified life compared to those animals I "like".

I forgive myself for not realizing that many other kinds of animals, probably one hundredfold more, suffer just the same as the animals I "like".

I commit myself to showing people how to properly care for animals so that the animals may live dignified lives and, if need be, meet humane deaths.

I commit myself to showing people that abuse can never be justified, especially not for our personal desires.

I commit myself to showing people how we allow so much unnecessary abuse in order to maintain our "good tasting food" lifestyles.

I commit myself to showing people that living and eating according to culture allows abusive practices to occur as people feel obligated to "honour" their traditions.

I commit myself to showing people that superstitions are delusions and only lead to abuse.

I commit myself to showing people that superstitions are like imaginary monsters in the cupboard, but we believe that the monsters are real and this belief leads us to abusive actions based on fear.

I commit myself to showing people how abusive our food industry is.

I commit myself to showing people how a profit-based economy is the reason for the abuses that exist in our food industry, where animals are treated like commodities to try and squeeze as much profit out of them at the lowest cost.

I commit myself to showing people how our profit-based economy is the cause for almost all of the suffering that exists in the world as money is the motive behind every person's survival.

I commit myself to showing people that our preferences of animals allow us to become blind to other beings' suffering.

I commit myself to showing people that we are all equal and that any form of abuse allowed to exist should be treated the same as it it were our own children being abused.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Day 69: Sudanese Protest Austerity

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/23/world/africa/sudan-protests/index.html?hpt=hp_t3

Since South Sudan split from Sudan a year ago, Sudan's income has been greatly diminished: the oil fields that once brought in the money are now a part of South Sudan.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which pieces of land are split up into sovereign countries which separate people into nationalities, creating the idea that one person is different to another according to what piece of land they were born in.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which has allowed animosity to build between countries in which people's discrimination of each other is used to give a reason for conflict.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which countries enact austerity measures due to insufficient income to pay off their huge debts.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a debt-based system in which we are all slaves to those with money to lend.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which one group of people are allowed to live in poverty when there is more than enough food and resources to improve their lives drastically.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which one group of people are allowed to live under austerity measures because we are all unwilling to stop the debt based economic system and grant freedom to all.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are not bound to the continuation of a debt based economy, we simply hold onto it for fear of losing "all we have worked for".

I forgive myself for not realizing that our fear of being equal holds us back from acting in the best interests of all life.

I forgive myself for not realizing that any austerity measures taken are not enough to ensure dignified lives for all as they are still based on the debt based economic system in which we are all paying for our sins (the monies we have borrowed).

I forgive myself for not realizing that austerity measures will only diminish the quality of life for people instead of improving them.

I forgive myself for not realizing that austerity measures are in fact made to cover the collective behinds of those in charge of the state and have nothing to do with improving the quality of lives of the people.

I commit myself to uniting all peoples under one nation: The Nation Of Life - so that all will be equal.

I commit myself to showing people how to let go and stop being the slaves of irrational discrimination that has so often been used to justify conflicts.

I commit myself to stopping the need to borrow money to survive by instating an Equal Money System in which all things required to live a comfortable life will be guaranteed to ALL.

I commit myself to stopping the debt based economic system and replacing it with a system based on LIFE as in an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to ensuring that no one ever goes hungry or cold when there is sufficient food and resources to feed and clothe them by instating an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to showing people that we are slaves to the debt based economy and yet we hold the key to free us from our collars: we must stand together and instate a system in which life will be honoured at all times.

I commit myself to showing people that we will still live comfortable lives in an Equal Money System, the only difference being that ALL will live a life of dignity.

I commit myself to showing people that living as equals will be beneficial to each and every one of us.

I commit myself to showing people that austerity measures only further perpetuate abuse and suffering.

I commit myself to showing people that any action still based on a debt-based economy will never benefit all life, only a select few.

I commit myself to showing people that austerity measures are only taken to save the institution of the state, not the people of the state.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Day 68: Why Does Our Future Even Require Funding

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/12/world/renewables-finance-unep/index.html?hpt=hp_c3

We take many things for granted in our lives: our futures, for example.

At the rate that we are using up resources, polluting and destroying nature for our big expansion plans - not to mention the demons we are turning our children into - it seems highly unlikely that our lives will be improving in the future. More likely they'll be pretty crap. Probably be scrounging for resources in a world that is so poisoned and toxic that an ear of corn would be a treasure worth killing over.

The funny thing is, we are treating our futures with contempt since it will cost so much to ensure the continuation of Life On Earth!

Should our lives and futures not be guaranteed? Have we not evolved to the point where we are able and willing to care for those around us and let go of our petty self interests? Hah! Apparently not.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which we must pay for our lives.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which our lives and futures are not guaranteed.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which uses fear to manipulate us into spending more money on things that are apparently Eco-friendly.

I forgive myself for not realizing that if something is Eco-friendly that it should be a given application within the world, not something to be profited off of.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we should not have to pay for being able to live.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which acting to protect our collective future is balanced and weighed according to cost.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which justifies the poisoning and destruction of our planet for money and profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which justifies the inaction regarding cleaning up our mess on loss of profit and cost.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which money is given more value than our lives.

I forgive myself for not realizing that life should not be based on how much it will cost to maintain.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are paying with our lives and potential to live contended lives to continue living according to profit and money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which people who dare to care are labelled as communists who want to take away the freedom of the people.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which freedom is based on how much money you have so that people who have enough money fear losing their "freedoms" when presented with a solution that proposes the abolition of money and a profit based system.

I forgive myself for not realizing that it is impossible to grow food or purify water with money if the planet becomes too toxic.

I commit myself to creating a system in which our lives will be guaranteed from birth to death.

I commit myself to stopping this system which demands payment for the right to live.

I commit myself to showing people that we are allowing our fears to be used to exploit and manipulate us into buying into the "Eco-friendly" market, not realizing that this market is so far insufficient to make a difference that it's only purpose can be for profit which is the very thing dooming us all.

I commit myself to showing people that all aspects of our lives should be Eco-friendly to ensure all of our happy futures on a planet that is not toxic.

I commit myself to showing people that we should not have to pay to be able to live.

I commit myself to showing people that our futures should not be dependent on how much it will cost to ensure, that cost should be irrelevant to the preservation of life and a planet capable of sustaining life.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which the planet, our home, will be treated with respect and consideration to ensure that it will be able to sustain dignified lives for all.

I commit myself to I commit myself to showing people that living according to the fear of loss of profit and high costs is destroying all of our lives and futures.

I commit myself to show people that the only value money should be based on is life in order to prevent the abuse thereof.

I commit myself to show people that the continuation of our lives should not be based on money and that we have been absolutely blinded by our greed.

I commit myself to showing people that living according to profit and money is destroying all life.

I commit myself to showing people that caring about our futures is not an act of terrorism, the act of terrorism is committed daily in the denial of dignified life for all.

I commit myself to showing people that true freedom is being able to live without money as a controlling factor and just because money give people freedom now does not mean that one will have less freedom in a world without money, only that all will be given the freedom to live as they choose and not a select few.

Friday, June 22, 2012

Day 67: TV & Media - What Are We Teaching Our Children

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2162964/Home-Office-mothers-Dont-talk-dieting-children.html?ICO=most_read_module

We are teaching our children that appearances are more important than anything else. That which we give attention to is what our children learn from us.



















I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which appearances are more important than life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which one is judged according to one's appearance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which our children are being taught to value their appearances above all else.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which our children mutilate, starve and kill themselves for feeling like they do not meet the standards set by their peers and by the media in terms of physical appearance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which certain people are give more value than others when they are celebrities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which "celebrities" are accepted and allowed to abuse their positions of influence to perpetuate the abuses of fashion and physical appearances.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our children are learning from our actions and words to live according to what they look like.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our children abuse themselves because of what they learn from us and from the media.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are all responsible for accepting and allowing such value to be placed in physical appearances.

I forgive myself for not realizing that placing so much importance on appearances distract us from developing honest relationships as we are constantly trying to keep up appearances and not show that we are living beings who must eat, piss, sleep, shit just like every other living creature.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in focusing on our appearances so much we have been suppressing that which is here as the physical as our focus is turned to maintaining pretty pictures.

I commit myself to stop the current value system in which we value physical appearances more than life.

I commit myself to show people that living according to physical appearances leads us to the self abuse and abuse of others through and as judgements.

I commit myself to ensuring a future wherein our children are taught to value life above all else.

I commit myself to stopping the abuse our children are living which they learn from us.

I commit myself to creating a system wherein all people will be equally valued as life and will be treated as such.

I commit myself to creating a new system where people in positions of influence will live with consideration of the examples they are to other people and to our children so that our children will not learn to abuse from celebrities ever again.

I commit myself to showing people that we are turning our children into more extreme versions of ourselves and that we are responsible for ensuring that our children to not become monsters who abuse themselves and others.

I commit myself to ensuring that the abusive lifestyle based on physical appearances STOPS.

I commit myself to showing people that we alone are responsible for what our children learn.

I commit myself to showing people how to live HERE in the physical, how to develop supportive and honest relationships.

I commit myself to showing people how we have become like porcelain dolls, always trying to look a certain way and that this is dishonest and abusive as it distracts us from all else, such as poverty and murder and war and creating a better system for all.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Day 66: Queen Profits While Others Starve

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/21/world/europe/queen-property/index.html?hpt=hp_t3

The Queen of Britain's property portfolio is worth 8 billion pounds, while the people of Britain are struggling to survive more than ever.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which our leaders are wealthy while the people they lead starve.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which our leaders are given their positions according to the circumstance of birth or position of wealth instead of their ability to manage and guide a group of people in a way that will benefit all as opposed to only themselves.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have given our leaders their power and wealth and continue to accept and allow this way of governance.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the positions of leaders currently only exist so that people do not feel that they must take responsibility for anything other than their own personal lives.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in order to change our governing systems we must all agree to be equally responsible for every factor of our lives and how the system functions.

I forgive myself for not realizing that when a queen is a multi-billionnaire, poverty should not exist.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the fact that the queen is a multi billionnaire when there is mass poverty and financial struggling in her own country very clearly indicates a flaw in our system and our moral compasses of right and wrong.

I forgive myself for not realizing that our perception of what the world should look like is thoroughly warped, as we see no issue with the existence of poverty for some and excess for others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a leader would profit off of financially difficult times for her people.

I forgive myself for not realizing that every man, woman or child who dies from a preventable disease or from starvation has in fact been murdered by every other person who continues to accept and allow this system based on gross inequality to continue.

I commit myself to create a new system in which leaders will receive no special benefits or remuneration for their term as leader.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which leaders will be chosen in a democratic fashion by all of the people according to their ability and efficiency.

I commit myself to create a new system in which money will not be the driving force behind our every action.

I commit myself to showing people that taking responsibility for our planet and lives is an act that empowers us to truly be free and that responsibility is not something to fear or cower from.

I commit myself to showing people how to live in a practical way that will benefit all life equally.

I commit myself to showing people that the existence of a rich monarch while there is still poverty is abuse and murder.

I commit myself to showing people how flawed and inequitable our current system is, along with our beliefs relating to it.

I commit myself to showing people how abusive our system is as it allows huge inequalities to exist and yet we act as if nothing is wrong.

I commit myself to stopping leaders from profiting personally from their people's financial difficulties.

I commit myself to showing people that poverty is murder.

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Day 65: Rio +20 Shows We Are Doomed

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/08/world/americas/rio-20-earth-summit-explainer/index.html?hpt=hp_c2

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/19/world/rio-red-list-extinction-species/index.html?hpt=hp_c2

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/14/opinion/earth-summit-message-trilford/index.html?iid=article_sidebar

We are so obsessed with "growing our economy" that everything else takes a back seat - even our survival...

I forgive myself for not realizing that conferences and summits such as the Rio +20 are not nearly enough to save us from the annihilation we are hurtling toward.

I forgive myself for not realizing that changing our education systems on its own is not enough to save us.

I forgive myself for not realizing that curbing the population growth is not enough to save us.

I forgive myself for not realizing that balancing economic growth with environmental needs is not enough to save us.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in order to save ourselves we must change our very natures and go against everything that has been taught for generations.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we must stop the sins of our fathers and mothers  from being continued in our and future generations.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the only fire and brimstone that awaits us is here on Earth if we do not stop the destructive path that we are following for the sake of greed.

I forgive myself for not realizing that if we continue to treat life in a "dog eat dog" fashion, then life, nature, Earth, the animals - will repay us in kind.

I forgive myself for not realizing that economic growth has become our God as it is placed ahead of our very survival.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the way we live is not the way we HAVE TO live - we are able to stop this abuse and choose and walk a path that is beneficial to ALL.

I forgive myself for creating a system in which illusory things like the economy are given more value that what is REAL.

 I forgive myself for not realizing that the fact that the Rio +20 is not even attended by every single head of state shows how little we care for the HOME we all share - Earth.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the fact that the agreements and conditions set at summits such as Rio +20 are not even compulsory to meet shows how little we care for and about our HOME - Earth - and the beings who share it with us.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the fact that economic growth is given more importance than ensuring a future for our children shows how monstrous humanity truly is.

I forgive myself for not realizing that any declarations made in summits such as Rio +20 will be inadequate and restricted by money as a loss of profit is apparently unacceptable - as opposed to be poisoned by a toxic environment or our children never seeing wildlife.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are absolutely fucking batshit crazy, as we KNOW that we are destroying the Earth and yet do nothing to prevent the destruction.

I commit myself to do everything I am able to stop the annihilation of man and Earth.

I commit myself to show people that Rio +20 is INSUFFICIENT and that we must act to ensure a permanent solution to stop the degradation of the environment.

I commit myself to showing people that changing our education system is not enough to ensure a better future for all, we must also change the way we live and use and abuse the Earth and each other to ensure a happy future for all.

I commit myself to showing people that curbing the population growth is not enough to prevent a global catastrophe and that we must act to change the way we live and use and abuse the Earth and each other to ensure a future for all.

I commit myself to showing people that as long as we live according to economic growth in any way we are doomed, as economic growth is a cruel master that demands that we sacrifice ALL.

I commit myself to showing people that the way that we live which has been passed down from previous generations is very often very abusive and that we are often blind to the harm it causes to ourselves and to those around us as we are trapped by the very things that seemingly give us life: our parents and ancestors. 

I commit myself to showing people that we will all be living in HELL if we do not make drastic and massive changes to the way we are living and abusing the Earth.

I commit myself to showing people that our home will sooner or later turn on us, as she has already begun to, to repay us for treating her as a commodity, as if she is our slave, as if we OWN her and may do with her as we please.

I commit myself to showing people that we care more about economic growth than ensured freedom and happiness for ourselves and our children.

I commit myself to showing people that there is at least one solution that will ensure a future for all in which all of our needs will be provided for and we will want for nothing.

I commit myself to showing people that the economy is an imaginary devil on our shoulder, whispering in our ear and that it is not even real.

I commit myself to showing people that the actions we are taking now very clearly show us that we do not even care about our HOME - Earth.

I commit myself to showing people that the apparent declarations made in summits are only made to assuage our  guilt as they have no effect and are not expected to have any effect.

I commit myself to showing people the true nature that is within each of us: vampiric, blood-crazed monsters who will not stop until every drop is had and we are left with only ashes in our mouths.

I commit myself to showing people that money is controlling every thing we do in this life and that it will control us all to early graves.

I commit myself to showing people how absolutely fucking batshit crazy we all are for continuing on this path when we know that it will lead to horrible lives and deaths for ourselves and for our children.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Day 64: Man Chops Off Daughter's Head

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/18/world/asia/india-daughter-beheaded/index.html?hpt=hp_t3

A man in India chopped off his divorced, 20-odd year old daughter's head for "indecent behaviour".

In our day and age, it is easy to think of news stories as simply that: stories. We often forget that the stories actually happened - they are not some flights of fancy or scary movies.

The numbers that are given for bombing victims are not people - they are only numbers, aren't they?

It makes it easier to bear, for if we were to imagine these things happening in our own lives, as actually affecting us, we might open ourselves up to actually caring about what happens "out there" in the world... But that would mean sacrificing our self-enlightened, stable income, suburban, emotional safety nets.



I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which the horror stories we read in the news are presented in such a way that mass-riots are not incited  as a result.

I forgive myself for not realizing that being able to read all of the horror stories we read without them evoking rage within us indicates simply that we do not care for anything which does not affect us.

I forgive myself for not realizing that if I read a horror story and do not feel pain and compassion for the subjects of the story, then I am simply a robot, going through life, completing one pre-programmed task after another without a moments consideration for anything outside my basic program parameters.

I forgive myself for not realizing that news agencies deliberately use numbers and "non-reactive" wording to mute the full extent of the horrors occurring in the world.

I forgive myself for not realizing that news agencies publish stories that will make them money, in a way that will make them money.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the fact that there are hundreds of horror stories in the news in a week means that there are thousands more that do not make it to the news.

I forgive myself for not realizing the full extent of the amount of people who are affected by horror stories daily as I have been equating them to numbers and labels as opposed to seeing them as beings who feel what I feel.

I forgive myself for not realizing that I have been seeing horror stories on the news as only stories, not realizing that they actually happened and caused misery and suffering for many, just as I would have felt were I in their position.

I forgive myself for not realizing that simply because I am fortunate enough to live in a place with less violence and cultural nuances than others, does not make me safe, it only makes me lucky. Within this I forgive myself for not realizing that just because I am lucky does not make me any less responsible for stopping the abuse in this world so that we may all live in Heaven on Earth together.

I forgive myself for not realizing that I don't care one bit for any of the people and other beings in these horror stories, I am only grateful that it was not me in the story. Within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which has perpetuated competition to such an extent that we compete for our very survival, rejoicing when we are not the losers.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which news agencies make money from horror stories.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which a man chopping off his daughter's head for indecency is justified as "Culture".

I commit myself to showing people that the horror stories we read in the news should incite a fury within us so that we may all stand together to ensure that such horror stories never have to be retold.

I commit myself to showing people that in order to create Heaven on Earth we must do for every person what we would want done unto ourselves.

I commit myself to showing people how to de-program themselves in order to really live with compassion and without the predetermined paths that we currently follow.

I commit myself to stopping the use of techniques by news agencies to "numb the blows" of horror stories, so that people will be less inclined to ignore what they see in the news.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which news agencies will not be profit-based, but will focus on truthful and uncensored reporting of news.

I commit myself to exposing the full extent of horror stories that occur daily all around the world so that denying the existence of a huge problem with out world system will be impossible.

I commit myself to show people how to stop desensitizing themselves by thinking of numbers and labels instead of living beings so that we may respect life enough to honour it.

I commit myself to showing people that the stories we read in the news are real and that no one and nothing should be objected to having to live through those horror stories.

I commit myself to creating a system in which all who are born are ensured a fortunate position in life, without misery and strife.

I commit myself to showing people that by living in a bubble without any compassion for the beings who we share this life with will inevitably be the end of us all as no one is willing to stand for those who cannot.

I commit myself to ending competition in all its forms, as it only leads to abuse and discrimination.

I commit myself to stopping forever every culture, as they are all cults in disguise which entrap people and allow abuse to take place and be justified.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Day 63: Zookeeper Killed By Wolves In Sweden

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/17/world/europe/sweden-zookeeper-killed/index.html?hpt=hp_t3

A lifelong zookeeper in Sweden has been killed by the wolves in an enclosure at the Kolmarden Zoo.

If you were a wolf trapped in an enclosure at a zoo, what would you do?

I forgive myself for not realizing that the animals we keep in zoos are miserable.

I forgive myself for not realizing that it is abuse to keep animals in zoos for profit masked as entertainment, preservation and education.

I forgive myself for not realizing that allowing our children to see animals in zoos teaches them only of the unnatural state that we have forced onto the animals.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which animals are treated as commodities to make money.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we have not taken the animals into consideration at all when placing them in zoos, as we are fully aware that it is a miserable existence.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we force a life upon these zoo animals that we would never wish for ourselves or our children to live.

I forgive myself for not realizing that forcing this life upon zoo animals is torture.

I forgive myself for not realizing that forcing this life on zoo animals whilst being aware that is it a miserable life makes us torturers and the most evil creatures on Earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which we teach our children not to do to another what they want done unto them, but only to do whatever it takes to be happy and make money, regardless of those around them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which encourages us to turn our children into monsters who would treat animals and nature as if it is worthless and without life or the ability to feel pain.

I commit myself to live with consideration of those around me - animals, humans, plants, insects.

I commit myself to stopping the abuse of animals that takes place behind the facade of entertainment, preservation and education.

I commit myself to show people that allowing zoos to exist teaches our children only to believe themselves powerful in the apparent power man holds over animals, instead of how to live in a way that maintains a balance within the world.

I commit myself to creating a new system where nothing will be used and abused for profit.

I commit myself to showing people how to live with consideration for animals to ensure that no human mistreats an animal for personal gain.

I commit myself to create a system in which no being will be forced into any life that I/we would not want for myself/ourselves, were I/we in that being's "shoes".

I commit myself to stopping the torture of animals for our personal gain.

I commit myself to showing people how to live in a way that does not include us being evil torturing bastards.

I commit myself to teaching our children to act and treat others how they themselves would want to be treated.

I commit myself to teach our children to respect and consider animals and nature, so that we may live in harmony to ensure that life on Earth can be Heaven for everyone.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Day 62: Marijuana Is Illegal But Not Alcohol?

How many homes are influenced by alcohol abuse to some extent? How many deaths are the direct result of consuming alcohol?

Maybe because alcohol was first made in a Christian institution it is OK? God's chosen people created it and therefore God says that it's OK?

When alcohol is such a destructive substance, why is it not illegal like other narcotics?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which alcohol is legal simply because it is consumed by so many people that it would cause far too many "problems" to make it illegal, such as loss of profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which the consumption of alcohol is acceptable because so many people do it, as if that which is accepted by many must be OK even if it is the cause of widespread misery.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the consumption of alcohol is not justifiable simply because my friends do it, as alcohol has a tendency to cause great pain to many people through many different ways.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which that which is deemed socially acceptable is legal and yet that which is made to appear unacceptable is then illegal - regardless of actual facts and practical considerations such as if the item in question allows abuse or not.

I forgive myself for not realizing that alcohol is the cause of many of the horror stories I read in the news.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the only possible "good" that can come from alcohol is, in some cases, to see the demons residing within people come out and show their true colours.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which has allowed alcohol to become an integrated member of society.

I forgive myself for not realizing that drinking to get drunk is self abuse as the effect is that one becomes separated from oneself and that the body becomes completely intoxicated.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the effect that a substance like alcohol has on the body may not be as innocent and small as we imagine it is - anything that causes the body to experience the symptoms associated with alcohol consumption may otherwise be labeled as harmful.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which the poor are plied with alcohol  to keep them caught up in their own misery so as to not consider the system which is so thoroughly fucking them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which accepts and allows parents to consume alcohol and then become dangerous to their children.

I commit myself to showing people that the idea of alcohol as OK, despite the harm it causes, is abusive as it then allows all of the harm to befall the hapless victims far and wide.

I commit myself to showing people that alcohol is promoted as a social activity only because it makes so much money for a few powerful people.

I commit myself to showing people that following the flock of one's friends does not absolve one of the responsibilities one has to oneself and to those around one that may be harmed as a consequence.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which careful consideration will be taken into that which will be accepted and allowed and that which will not according to practical factors: substances that allow abuse in any way will not be accepted or allowed.

I commit myself to bring awareness to the destructive and harmful nature of alcohol.

I commit myself to teaching people to kill their inner demons so that they may never have the opportunity to come out and cause harm.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which alcohol will have no place.

I commit myself to showing people how self abusive alcohol is in that it removes one from reality of what is here.

I commit myself to showing people how harmful alcohol is to our bodies.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which there will be no poor and therefor no monetary misery that needs to be forgotten with alcohol.

I commit myself to create a new system in which no parent will touch a drop of alcohol for the sake of their children living in a home without abuse caused by alcohol.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Day 61: There Can Be No Peace Without Suffering

"There can be no peace without suffering"
"There can be no happiness without heartache"
"There can be no abundance without lack"
"There can be no prosperity without poverty"

How many more justifications do we make for the world we have created? Some use religion, others economics but the reason is the same: we are unwilling to make a stand and change the world.

The world is a reflection of who we are - our accepted and allowed nature is in essence dichotomous: we act to preserve our own lives yet will also take risks, full well knowing that we may die; we have the capacity to feel both compassion and hatred; we feel shame and pleasure at the same time... Is the creation not a reflection of its creator? In order to change the world we must change ourselves.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which uses justification as a means to keep people from feeling guilty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system that uses religion to justify our own acceptances and allowances.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which polarity is seen as "natural" and unchangeable.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by justifying the existence of suffering that I am part of the cause for it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which suffering is not unacceptable.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing religion to exist which justifies the existence of suffering as the nature of the world and one need simply "survive it" so that one may enter Heaven.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing religion to exist when it justifies suffering and the inaction of God by stating that God has already acted in the resurrection of Christ.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing religion to justify suffering because Christ will one day return to judge us all so that the suffering will not have been for naught.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing religion to justify suffering as God setting us up to fail so that we may fall into His arms and beg for mercy, not realizing that we are simply looking for a way to not take responsibility for our own actions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing religion that justifies suffering as the measurement for the amount of joy and happiness one will receive in return in Heaven, not realizing that we are responsible for the suffering and that there is no higher power directing existence.

I forgive myself for not realizing that in our desperate attempt to place the blame elsewhere that we have become so entrenched in our self righteousness that we are systematically destroying the planet and allowing the greatest act of genocide, across all species of plant and animal and human, to occur.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing religion to justify suffering as this life and planet is not our real life or home, but that our real life and home (Heaven) is waiting for us, not realizing that there is no Heaven, only our delusional superstitions.

I forgive myself for not realizing the delusional nature of the belief that there is a Heaven at the same time as children starving in a world of plenty, babies being raped, animals being skinned alive and all of these other acts that are committed BY HUMANS and by humans alone.

I commit myself to stop the use of justifications to ease people's guilt, I will instead show people how we are able to take responsibility and act in the best interest of all to stop the suffering.

I commit myself to stop the use of religions to justify our perceived human nature.

I commit myself to showing people that living without the ripping effects of duality and polarity is possible and more pleasant than living with it.

I commit myself to showing people that by justifying suffering that we are actively causing it.

I commit myself to creating a system in which suffering will not be acceptable and every possible action and precaution will be taken to prevent and stop its occurrence.

I commit myself to showing people that religion's justification of suffering as a natural part of life that one need only survive in order to enter Heaven is abusive to the extreme.

I commit myself to showing people that the belief that God has already acted to stop suffering is simply a justification in itself in order to cling on to the delusion of the existence of God.

I commit myself to showing people that the belief that judgement day will come and justify the suffering that has occurred in the thousands of lifetimes is simply a desperate attempt to cling to the delusion that we will be saved instead of acting in the best interest of all to save ourselves.

I commit myself to show people that justifying suffering as God's way to get new recruits is abusive as it is only us feeding our belief that there is a higher power capable of saving us so that we don't need to take responsibility for ourselves and our actions.

I commit myself to showing people that justifying suffering as the measurement for the amount of joy and happiness one will receive in return in Heaven is abusive as we are only feeding our own belief that there is a reason for life that is directed by a higher power and that we will finally be happy once we are able to reach Heaven.

I commit myself to how people that only we are responsible for our life and our planet and our systems - there is no one to blame but us.

I commit myself to showing people that that which we live and experience here IN THIS LIFE is as real as it gets, that the physical is in fact the only thing we can trust as it is not influenced by our beliefs.

I commit myself to showing people that the only Heaven possible is Heaven on Earth which only we can create through acting in the best interests of all at all times.

Friday, June 15, 2012

Day 60: How Long Will There Be Elephants In The Wild?

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/15/world/africa/elephants-extinction-africa/index.html?hpt=hp_c4

How long will it take us to commit a complete genocide of all the elephants? In 30 years the elephant population has dwindled from over 1 million to just 400 000.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which elephants are killed for the ivory in their tusks.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which money has become our king and god.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which money is given value greater than life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which allows superstition to exist and perpetuate, causing the senseless mutilation and murder of countless beings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which has forced us to live according to money.

I forgive myself for not realizing that through accepting and allowing our current monetary system that I am accepting and allowing the mutilation and murder of elephants for profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which teaches our children to do whatever they must, exploit whatever they must to survive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which we teach our children that making money is more important than life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which our children learn through example to treat anything and everything as a commodity, as a means to make money.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by participating in the system that I am perpetuating the abuses that go with it.

I forgive myself for not realizing that life is not a computer game where we can reload from an earlier save point if we fuck up - we are absolutely stuck with the consequences of our actions and inaction.

I forgive myself for not realizing that the planet and the animals can only tolerate our abuse to a point before they will break and we will be left alone on a toxic, dead planet.

I commit myself to stop the killing and mutilation of elephants for their tusks.

I commit myself to stopping the hold that money has on humanity by not stopping until all see and realize that we cannot continue the way that we are living.

I commit myself to creating a new system in which money will no longer be that which allows us to live, we will have the means and the access to all that we need unconditionally.

I commit myself to stopping all superstition by showing people that they are not real - they are simply the consequences of the sins of our parents and of our defunct family systems.

I commit myself to stop the current monetary system so that no animal is ever again slaughter for profit.

I commit myself to stop the teaching of our children to live according to the idea that one must be ruthless in order to survive, as we are simply perpetuating the manifestation of ruthlessness by teaching it to our children.

I commit myself to teach our children to honour life and to support life.

I commit myself to stop all applications of the term commodity.

I commit myself to not accepting or allowing the current system to continue existing as it does now, I commit myself to not stopping until we are all free from the chains of money.

I commit myself to show people that we cannot go back and "do over" our mistakes, we must act now to ensure a future for all.


I commit myself to showing people that our planet is becoming toxic and that the animals that live here with us will not survive us.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Day 59: Indian Father Kills Baby For Being A Girl

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/06/14/world/asia/india-female-infanticide/index.html?hpt=hp_c3 (read the comments too...)

A father has been accused of beating his 3 month old baby girl to death.

Authorities say the baby was admitted to the hospital with bite marks, cigarette burns and a dislocated neck.

India is the most dangerous place to be a girl - it is simply too expensive for families.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which discriminates and differentiates between boys and girls within cultures.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which creates and perpetuates the idea that boys are more valuable to a family than girls.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which boys are seen as superior as they "carry on the family name" whereas girls do not.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which boys are considered to be a better investment and girls as expensive as the family is able to make a profit from him when he marries because the bride's family pays a dowry.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which the idea of female inferiority is allowed to manifest to such a degree that families are willing to murder their child simply because of its gender.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which prospective parents will abort the pregnancy when they find out that the baby is a girl.

I forgive myself for not realizing how harmful cultures can be, especially when abusive ideas and ideals are allowed to continue and manifest against all notions of common sense or compassion.

I forgive myself for not realizing that seeing culture as important actually perpetuates the abusive manifestations of cultures and yet nothing is done to stop the abuses as it is seen as a person's "right" to choose and live by their own culture.

I forgive myself for not realizing that by saying that people have the right to choose and live their own culture that I am actually allowing abuse to continue and cycle into future generations.

I forgive myself for not realizing that family systems as they now currently are are not at all supportive of any of the family members as the system works to keep each member enslaved in the sins of the fathers with the fear of excommunication for failure to comply and conform.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which allows people to sell their children into marriages with dowries.

I commit myself to stop the discrimination and differentiation between boys and girls by showing people that the concept of "cultures" allows abuse to take place and to be accepted regardless.

I commit myself to stopping the idea that boys are more valuable to a family than girls by stopping the drive and need to make money and profit which will void the idea of value.

I commit myself to stopping the abuse of family names where they allow people to misuse them because they have place a misguided value in the name, when a name in fact has absolutely no meaning - only the meaning we assign it.

I commit myself to stopping the idea that boys are a good investment for the family and that girls are too expensive by stopping the need for money by implementing an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to stopping infanticide based on the idea of worth by stopping the current abusive foundation for our ideas of what is worthy and what has value by creating a new system where the only thing of value and worth will be life.

I commit myself to stopping abortions based on gender by implementing an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to stopping cultures by showing people that they only serve to separate us and justify abuses.

I commit myself to stopping the idea that a culture is a person's right by showing that this right is only an excuse to abuse.

I commit myself to stopping the perpetuation of the abuse of culture into future generations.

I commit myself to creating a new form of family system based on support within self honest relationships where members will encourage self honesty instead of self deception.

I commit myself to stopping the concept of dowries as it is an abusive system which gives monetary value to life when the value of life is in fact absolute and the value of money is illusory. 

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Day 58: Children Act Out Porn - No Surprise

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2158455/Online-porn-turning-children-sex-attackers-Young-act-depraved-scenes-web-says-Deputy-Childrens-Commissioner.html?ICO=most_read_module

Children in the UK have been acting out what they see on the internet - porn. Boys lure girls to parks to gang rape them, girls as young as 11 are expected to perform oral sex on line ups of boys - did we actually think that our perversity would not touch our children?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system that exploits sexual fantasies through porn for profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system that encourages sexual fantasies, justifying them as "normal" and "healthy", when in fact they only pull us further from reality into the illusory world inside our heads.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system which allows free access to porn, even for children with the excuse that the profit from advertising is too high and that limiting distribution will decrease the profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system in which sex has  become an industry to make money.

I forgive myself for not realizing that living within fantasy worlds detaches us from reality and allows us to forget what is truly here and how best to honour what is here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system that promotes porn and fantasizing in the full knowledge that the desires of people escalate when they become obsessed so that their fantasies and porn addictions become more twisted, obsessive and abusive with time.

I forgive myself for not realizing that fantasies and porn are not real, they are simply a distraction from the physical which traps us in webs of addiction.

I forgive myself for not realizing that what we are exposing to our children are our own demons, and now our children are becoming possessed much earlier in life than when we became possessed and so the chances of their possession escalating to abusive acts are very high.

I forgive myself for not realizing that a child will take in and process everything they see and try to emulate it, including the "bad stuff".

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are teaching our children to be supercharged sex addicts possessed by fantasies that they see in porn.

I forgive myself for not realizing that we are able to stop the addictions and possessions within us by not participating in the fantasies and other energy-fueling activities.

I commit myself to stop all porn.

I commit myself to teaching people how to stop participating in fantasies as energy generation.

I commit myself to showing people the true nature of fantasies and porn as destructive and abusive.

I commit myself to stop all profit from advertising so that no one can ever again use the excuse of losing profit from less advertising to not stop abuse.

I commit myself to show people that sex is an expression of self and is not an industry to be exploited through media and porn.

I commit myself to showing people the harm that fantasies cause as they remove people from reality and turn them into twisted manifestations of their obsessions.

I commit myself to showing people the consequences of participating in fantasies in porn such as manifesting in rape, molestation, abuse etc.

I commit myself to showing people how to stop participating within fantasies and porn addictions by not participating in the back cat and pictures in their minds.

I commit myself to stopping porn and fantasy addiction so that our children may have a chance to live lives free from our addiction demons.

I commit myself to ensuring that our children will not learn to become sex obsessed demons by ensuring that fantasy and porn addictions stop.

I commit myself to ensuring that we exorcise our sex demons which have de-manned us.