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Monday, April 30, 2012

Day 14: Shot A Monkey

More than 80% of all monkeys rescued by the Monkey Helpline have pellets in their bodies. Many wild birds, dogs and cats are also shot by pellet guns. The pellets do not kill the animal immediately, the wounds get infected and the lead from the pellets slowly poison the animal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a society to exist that accepts and allows the shooting, hurting, maiming, and abuse of animals for amusement.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a society to exist that does not teach it's children to be considerate of other beings or any part of nature.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a society to exist that uses and abuses nature and animals for profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a society to exist that sees animals, plants and the Earth as inferior to humans.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a society to exist that teaches it's children to use and abuse other beings fro personal gain/self enrichment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a society to exist that accepts and allows the abuse of "inferior" beings.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see animals as inferior to humans.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see plants as inferior to humans.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that everything on this Earth, Earth included, is here to serve humans.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a society that takes the unconditional love, sharing and support of nature for granted and for abusing it in return.

I commit myself to teaching our children to develop compassion, respect, consideration for other beings.

I commit myself to stopping all labels and judgements of inferiority and superiority.

I commit myself to stopping the abuse of animals and nature for amusement.

I commit myself to stopping the abuse of animals and nature.

I commit myself to stop teaching our children to live according to profit.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Day 13:Another Day, Another Kidnapping

A 12 year old boy was kidnapped in broad daylight outside his school yesterday in Malaysia.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system to exist wherein people feel forced to kidnap children in order to make money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge the kidnappers as "evil", not taking into consideration that they are products of the system.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see how the current world/money system is based on polarity, so it is always expressed in the forms of the abusers vs the abused, the haves vs the have-nots, the rich vs the poor.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing kidnapping to take place.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try to forget the fact that children and people are kidnapped on a daily basis so that I don't feel guilty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel powerless against kidnapping.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there is nothing I can do about kidnapping.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there is nothing I can do to change our world system.

I commit myself to considering peoples actions from different perspectives.

I commit myself to stop living within and as polarity.

I commit myself to living as an example of stability and constancy so that others may see that we do not have to live within and as polarity.

I commit myself to stopping my deliberate ignorance.

I commit myself to acting and participating in creating and manifesting a solution to abuse.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Day 12: Hostage Hospital

This post is based on a bi-polar man who took a gun into a South African hospital and held people hostage, injuring some. The man's family said that he would have "bad episodes" when he had money problems - at the time he had to pay a large excess to his vehicle insurance company. The man was shot and killed by the police. - The Witness newspaper, 28/04/2012.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system to exist where people develop mental and emotional disorders due to money stress.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system to exist in which money drives people to madness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system of abuse to exist.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a monetary system based on exploitation to exist.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing insurance to exist, where peoples' fear of losing their money is exploited for profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a medical industry to exist that is driven by profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the medical industry to exploit people for profit.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a medical industry to exist that promotes excessive and often dangerous drug use.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that doctors want to help people, not realizing that most doctors do what they do because they can earn a lot of money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge the man who took those people hostage as a monster, not considering that he is a product of our society and our money system and therefore we are all responsible for his actions and those of any other person driven mad by money.

I commit myself to question our medical system.

I commit myself to question the reasons for people taking out insurance.

I commit myself to stopping my fear of not having enough money.

I commit myself to promoting a medical system that's sole purpose is to heal and where money is not a factor and people are not required to pay for medical assistance.

I commit myself to taking into consideration a person's entire circumstances and situation before assuming that they are simply a "bad person" for committing certain acts.


Friday, April 27, 2012

Day 11: The True Evil Within

http://edition.cnn.com/2012/04/26/world/americas/cnnheroes-villard-appolon-haiti-rape/index.html?hpt=hp_mid

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system to exist where the helpless are abused instead of helped.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing such abuse to exist at any time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing people to sleep in the street after their home is destroyed by an earthquake.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing people to sleep in the street because they have no place else to go.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the people who have lost their homes to fall victim to attacks.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing people to go without food and water after an earthquake.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not care about what happens to people after an earthquake.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that people are "good".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that some people are "just bad" without realizing that our society has encouraged selfish acts and therefore has produced selfish people.

I commit myself to stopping the current system.

I commit myself to changing the world system and society into a system and society that provides for and protects each and every being.

I commit myself to educating myself about human behaviour so that I will be better able to understand and change my own, and in the future, assist others to change there destructive and abusive behaviours.

I commit myself to placing myself in another's shoes.


Thursday, April 26, 2012

Day 10: Teen Rapes Girl, Gouges Out Her Eye

Story from Pietermaritzburg, South Africa based newspaper, the Witness - 26/04/2012.

A 15 year old boy raped an 8 year old girl, bit her on the neck and gouged out her eye. The boy had previously been accused of raping another girl in the town where he lives.
The boy lived with his grandmother as his mother is forced to live in a distant city in order to work. The grandmother described the boy as a "normal" child and blamed his actions on "evil spirits" for the change in him. The boy allegedly dreamed, over the Easter weekend, of a man commanding him to commit "evil deeds".
The girl's eye was removed and the boy awaits trial.
3000 Cases of child rape are currently being dealt with by Childline in the province of Kwa-Zulu Natal alone.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept this current world system as it is without question.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing this current system to exist when it allows atrocities such as these to occur without even proposing a valid solution.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame the boy for being a savage and a rapist, not realizing that he is a product of our society, where vampires biting people is seen as erotic, sex is portrayed unrealistically everywhere, and mothers are forced to leave their children to earn enough to survive.

I forgive myself for accepting ad allowing myself to blame the parents of the boy without realizing that the parents have no free choice as very few people make enough money in order to live a life of dignity.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that in our current money system, only those who have money have free will/free choice.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing this system of abuse and inequality to exist.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within this system without considering the implications of a money-based value system where money has more value than life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within the system with the goal of "getting ahead" so that I can live a 'comfortable life' without realizing that billions upon billions of beings are suffering every moment because of the way we live.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame television for the boys' actions, not realizing that the abusive and degrading content of TV and movies is just a symptom of our broken society.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to label our society as "normal" and "human nature" without considering that it's abusive nature is unacceptable and that we have the power and capacity to ensure that all life is respected and allowed to exist with dignity.

I commit myself to participating within this system with the understanding that I will do what I must in order to create and take opportunities to change the system to one that is best for all.

I commit myself to not using labels such as "rapist" when the person in question is simply a product of society and therefore has no real power over where their life goes, I will instead do whatever I am able to promote a system that will heal our global community and take care of all of our children.

I commit myself to be aware of the implications and consequences of our current money system and to question all of my preconceived ideas of what is "normal" and "human nature" when it is in fact abuse.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Day 9: Water & Sanitation

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the world to exist within a state of polarity where some people have no access to clean water whilst others live in luxury.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within and as polarity and in so doing, perpetuate the polarity of existence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use another's life of poverty to instill what I believe is gratefulness in my children, not realizing that I am simply reminding them to fear not having money and not being able to survive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that someone else or something else will "fix" poverty., not realizing that in order to change the world each of us must be self-directive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing poverty to exist due to my acceptance of the system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept the current world and money system without question.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear standing up for change as I fear what other people will think of me.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that any person making judgements about me is not self honest or acting within the context of what is best for all and therefore their judgement is simply a pre-programmed response to a trigger.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to value other people's judgements.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get caught up in society's brainwashing so that I am distracted from self honesty and from the reality that billions of beings suffer every moment of every day due our money system.

I commit myself to stopping my inner game of up and down and to being constant and stable.

I commit myself to consider all implications and consequences for every thing I say and teach to my children within the context of what is best for all.

I commit myself to being and active participant in implementing a new world money system that is best for all.

I commit myself to questioning everything to make sure that it is what is best for all.

I commit myself to living without fear of what others think of me

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Day 8: Strays

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilt when I see stray animals wandering the streets/community.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that I feel guilt because I know somewhere inside me that I am not doing everything in my power to help those who cannot help themselves because I would much rather exist within a bubble of happiness and rainbows.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look away and attempt to block out the strays because I do not want to admit to myself that there is suffering in the world outside my bubble.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look away from a stray that is lying dead next to the road in an attempt to escape reality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame the animals for being strays, not realizing that as we have domesticated them they are unable to survive on their own, no less in developed areas where food is scarce and diseases are rampant.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame "poor people" for what I perceive as allowing their animals to exist in that state, without realizing that proper care requires money and very often so does education of how to care for animals.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to label myself an activist for joining animal rescue/awareness programs believing that these programs will change human nature, without realizing that these programs are merely treating a symptom of the greater human disease of self interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think that "someone else" will "fix" the "stray problem", without realizing that we must all stand together to make a change.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wait for "someone else to do it" before I will take any steps.

I commit myself to direct myself to participate in changing the world.

I commit myself to standing with and as each and every stray and to never again forget or look away.

I commit myself to do everything in my power to change our system so that strays will no longer wander the streets and so that each may live without shame and guilt.

I commit myself to bursting my bubble of comfort and seeing what is really happening in the world so that I may participate in changing it.


Monday, April 23, 2012

Day 7: Dolphin Slaughter

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think only of my own interests while dolphins are slaughtered.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilty for my apparent powerlessness, not realizing that I am simply convincing myself that I am powerless so that I don't feel obliged to make any effort or changes in order to stop the senseless slaughter.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I cannot make a difference when I have not made any effort to make a difference.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be so caught up in my personal bubble that I consider nothing but what exists within my bubble.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that protesting dolphin slaughter will stop the nature of man as evil.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that in order to stop the atrocities that we as humans commit, we will all need to change on a fundamental level.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel sad and angry only when something triggers me to think of dolphin slaughter.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ever forget for a single moment, the dolphins that are slaughtered.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to build up rage inside myself and then to allow it to consume and twist me because I do not understand how to direct it in an effective way that will support what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to wallow in sadness over the dolphin slaughter and then feel numb and unable to move, not realizing that allowing myself to be overwhelmed and consumed by this sadness will not support the dolphins or any part of this world and the beings in existence.

I commit myself to no longer allowing my self interest to override any other form of life.

I commit myself to standing as the point of self direction and self movement, to no longer be petrified by my idea of powerlessness and sadness.

I commit myself to stop my wallowing and stand of the point of self movement.

I commit myself to doing everything within my ability to stop the abuse of life, realizing that the people who do not stand with me are simply caught up in their own bubbles and are unwilling to let go of their self interest.

I commit myself to stopping the evil within me as a written process so that I may assist others within their own processes.

I commit myself to directing my rage in practical and constructive ways.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Day 6: Get Off!

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to set boundaries for where animals may and may not go because that is how I believe it must be because that is what I was taught throughout my life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe what my parents tell me without question.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to control animals by restricting where they go, what they eat, where they sleep, when they play.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify my control over animals by believing that I know what is best.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge and animal as "naughty" when they do something that I have deemed to be "bad".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fool myself into believing that the animal likes and wants every thing that I impose in its life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge animals as "dirty" and therefore restrict their movements further.

I commit myself to stopping any thoughts within my pertaining to what I think I know and believe is the "right" and "best" thing, as that is most often a trap that I fall into that leads me to becoming more brainwashed into believing that I am superior and separate.

I commit myself to allowing animals their freedom of expression as much as I am able within the environment I provide.

I commit myself to putting myself in the animals shoes.

I commit myself to stopping all judgements within me.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Day 5: Vivisection

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify the use of animals as test subjects for humans' selfish purposes.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deem humans as "important" and animals as "expendable".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify vivisection  by placing the importance of humans above all else.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to consciously block out thoughts of vivisection because I don't want to "feel bad".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not consider that I may be supporting products that endorse/use vivisection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify vivisection "in the name of science".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to continue to support vivisection even though it is less accurate than new technology's computer based results.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to consciously ignore the pain and suffering of animals used in vivisection so that I don't feel guilty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to justify vivisection by deeming it to be a "necessary evil".

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see the connection between vivisection and the current money system, not realizing that vivisection only exists in order to make more money for a select few.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be fooled by the pretty pictures in advertisements, not considering that the only purpose of an advertisement is to make money, so the true nature and history of the product will never be made known.

I commit myself to stopping all thoughts of superiority and inferiority of animals and humans.

I commit myself to be aware of the suffering that exists every moment, as none are free until all are free.

I commit myself to stopping all of my attempts to justify abuse such as vivisection.

I commit myself to never again accept and allow such blatant abuse to exist.

I commit myself to doing everything I am able in order to support a universal solution that will ensure that no being ever suffers at the hands of another, or for money again.

I commit myself to stopping all guilt, as I realize that it is an unnecessary emotion that will only impair my effectiveness. I commit myself to directing myself in every moment.

Friday, April 20, 2012

Day 4: Animals Are People Too

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from animals through the belief that "we are not the same" and yet still claiming that we are equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that animals are not the same as humans.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit animals' expression to what I believe are their pre-programmed designs.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge an animal and form an opinion about it because it behaves in a way that I perceive as naughty.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge an animal and form an opinion about it because it behaves in a way that I perceive as disrespectful.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realize the assistance that animals offer when they push me to walk through my resistances and let go of my preconceived ideas and judgements.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit my communication and expression with animals due to my belief that animals are only able to comprehend and appreciate so much.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear animals because I believe that I do not, can not, and could not understand them.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge animals when I don't understand them/what they do in order to make me feel superior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge and deem animals as inferior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to perceive animals differently according to how much I like them.

I commit myself to stopping all judgements relating to the inferiority of animals and superiority of man.

I commit myself to stop my reactions when I do not understand the purpose and will of animals.

I commit myself to acknowledging the gifts that animals offer as assistance as showing me where I am still judging according to inferiority and superiority.

I commit myself to standing one and equal with animals and stopping the separation I have allowed to exist within me.

I commit myself to supporting and allowing animals' expressions wherever and whenever I recognize an opportunity, within the understanding that there are also practical restrictions currently in place in the world system.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Day 3: Poaching Elephants

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to contribute to the elephant poaching industry by allowing it to continue because of my belief that I cannot make a difference.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to contribute to the elephant poaching industry by giving the different parts of an elephant's body such high monetary value.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the current abusive money system out of the belief that I have no choice and I cannot change the money system.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to contribute to the elephant poaching industry by participating within this current abusive money system.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see and realize that elephant poaching would stop if all humans were given enough money to live lives of dignity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in anti-elephant poaching activism out of the belief that it is the only way to stop elephant poaching.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in anti-elephant poaching activism and believing that it can actually make a difference, when in reality it only makes the practice more lucrative.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in anti-elephant poaching activism in order to make myself feel better about myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to call myself an activist in order to make myself look like a good person to others.

I commit myself to participating in a real solution to elephant poaching, such as an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to participate within the current abusive money system within the understanding that I am using what is here in order to create a better system without abuse.

I commit myself to becoming aware of the abuse that happens in the world at all times, as opposed to only thinking about it when something triggers a memory or though or reaction within me.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Day 2: I Know What Is Best

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I know the best way to take care of my animal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to stand so firmly within my conviction that I am completely unwilling to consider any alternate methods/viewpoints.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge another for the way that they care for their animal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge another as taking care of their animal the "wrong way" because they do not do it "my way" or in the way that I would do it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be blinded by my self righteous convictions so that I may not see any harm I may be causing to the animal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that there are "experts" who know "what is best", without realizing that these so called "experts" are not All-Knowing and the majority of them only do what they do in order to make money, so it is very probable that they are deceiving me/us.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be controlled by what the media and my vet promotes as "good".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to doubt my own abilities to test for myself what is best for the animal I care for.

I commit myself to stopping my self righteous God-Complex.

I commit myself to doing what is best for the animal in my care, by using common sense to test what works best from the options given to me.

I commit myself to allowing others to care for and share with their animals without reacting in judgement.

I commit myself to allowing myself to consider new perspectives without judgement and preconceived ideas.

I commit myself to not blindly follow and believe the "experts", but to confirm that their findings are relevant and correct.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Day 1: Grand National Horse Deaths

The following links were used for this article:
http://worldsport.blogs.cnn.com/2012/04/16/grand-national-horse-racings-shame/?hpt=hp_c2
http://www.animalequality.net/news/379/animal-equality-condemns-grand-national-horse-race-weekend
http://www.animalequality.net/news/380/two-horses-die-grand-national

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the use and abuse of animals for my own enrichment and entertainment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept that the use and abuse of animals for personal entertainment and enrichment as a part of human nature that is 'unchangeable' .

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react to the stories of horse deaths with anger and emotions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to label myself as an Activist in order to feel like I am doing something to stop the abuse of animals, not realizing that being an activist is not a solution to the abuse, it is simply a way to soothe my own ego.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am a good person for apparently caring for animals simply because I label myself as an activist, instead of realizing that I only care about my own view of myself as a "caring person" and "good person".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing my idea of myself to control my actions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be consumed by my own idea of myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that my actions as an Activist will actually bring about any changes to "human nature".

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see the obvious path that is best for all life, a path that may be more difficult to travel, but will yield much greater results.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to defend my actions based on my belief that I am a "good person" because I label myself as an Activist.

I commit myself to taking the "more difficult path" in order to effect real changes in this world.

I commit myself to letting go of my Self-Label of "Activist" and will from this moment forth be a Practivist - where I will find and apply practical solutions to stop the abuse of animals.

I commit myself to stopping my own participation within the activities involving the use and abuse of animals for my own enrichment and entertainment.

I commit myself to no longer acting according to what will make me feel good about myself and like a "good person".

I commit myself to find out what it really means to care for another being instead of using my idea of what caring is to boost my own ego and idea of myself.